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Post by I AM the Way on Sept 7, 2010 20:55:29 GMT -6
You should re-post that in the Fourth Way section. Please do, so I can delete the above post (along with this one) and answer your question.
Awake!
Venger As'Nas Satanis High Priest Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by Veoughtis Isious Grimm on Sept 8, 2010 13:29:41 GMT -6
Alright, will do.
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Post by andrewbloodworth on Sept 25, 2010 5:23:24 GMT -6
I feel liked i've been called. I was attracted to the cult of cthulhu, by name first. The name struck a cord within me. I had no clue to what it was, but i knew i had to find out. I ordered both bibles, and i knew i was home. My fav color has always been green, at the age of 18 i got a tattoo of an octopus. People often asked me why i got that, i would always say"cause it looked cool"lol. I know why now. Also i,ve always had vivid dreams, which now are even more insane now. Am i insane? I think ive found the place where insane and belief are encourged. Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn
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Post by boksmutant on Sept 25, 2010 12:58:52 GMT -6
I was called when i saw "Aliens II". I was 11 yrs old. Besides the constant night mares. I always wanted to be one of them. Sleep shoulder to shoulder with family all around me. Everyone is equal & only the hive matters. I liked the singularity of purpose. I think they represented all things evil & terrifying for me. Someone mentioned earlier wondering how many of us have died. Or had a near death experience. Mine would be when i was 2yrs old. I stuck a knife in a light socket & my heart stopped for two minutes. But my mom said she revived me using Jesus faith:( Id like to think she accessed some other spiritual power,but there might be a small Jesus brand on my heart. Cthulhu help me!! Otherwise "Hell Raiser"(the movie) opened my eyes to the majesty of extra-dimensional worlds. And the concept that pain can be pleasurable. That really got my mind rolling. But off course the H.P.L stories.
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Post by ieuan on Oct 3, 2010 10:24:21 GMT -6
This is a very good question, how do I determine if I have been called? Getting on in years now I used to say and quite often used this phrase "life experiences are a great teacher", but after reading Ouspensky's 4th way and coming here to The Cult of Cthulhu, I can see how for years I was going around and around with those life experiences, more like recycling the same tome every so often, wondering why I could not change, why did I do the same actions over? Then I learned "Man is a MACHINE"! All of his actions are for the benefit of this universe, this earth, this natural environment, I live in. What an awakening to find out there was a 4th way, a way to escape, a way to get out of this prison of self and universe, but I couldn't do it on my own. I had to have others help and a system or school to learn how, this brought me here to the Cult of Cthulhu. The Cult of Cthulhu is simply amazing! I think I first heard the call when in my early teens, I read the writings of H. P. Lovecraft, which fascinated me, and at the same time gave me the feeling of mysterious and yes of being frightened! Little did I know this was the beginning of Dread Cthulhu's Calling. A calling for his Children, as it states in the Cthuhlu Bibles, for we all have the demon seed, we have this demon blood flowing in our veins. This Reading of Lovecraft's work excited me with the so called "terrible madness" to pursue, it was one of those oh god what a freighting feeling and one of elation, power to drawn me back time and time again to pursuit of the unusual, out of the norm, there was a mystery here! Little did I know that I was about to enter into what would later be defined as The left hand Path. Being raised in the Bible Belt this was to be a lifetime love affair that kept me tormented between the so called norm of what society labeled the good and bad, the socially accepted. But the Call is to strong, to overpowering, it pushed me to investigate no matter the consequences. For a lifetime now I have pursued the left hand path, I wanted to know the truth, what laid behind all of this so called "reality". It pushed me in the direction of Satanism, my first love the "Satanic Bible", then onto the occult in general, most of the time from an armchair practice and perspective, for my military career had kept me in check, after early retirement I entered the civilian world where all is chaos, and anything goes, for the times had changed, now one could openly pursue with out fear of backlash. This gave me time to study and read about religions, philosophies, the occult, but something was always nagging at my soul, for all of this so called life is a "lie" feeling. I enter a right hand path system so to speak that placed self observation at its core, but one catch, you had to believe in a power greater than oneself. After years of lingering in and out of the system my mechanicalness took over again but this time, I could recognize certain things about myself. I was starting to wake up so to speak, to recognize and become aware of my actions, but still not knowing man is a machine, doomed me to mechanicalness! I get long winded sometimes but now to the answer of the question. I believe it was my ability to become aware and start observation of my actions and of others that has lead me where I am today. Have I recognize the Call, am I aware, I think only time will tell by my pursuit of self observation, participation, and the actions I take. May I wake up from this sleep and my level of consciousness grow beyond the 4th Man's level as stated in the book The fourth Way....... Awake!!!
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Post by I AM the Way on Oct 5, 2010 14:21:07 GMT -6
This is a very good question, how do I determine if I have been called? Getting on in years now I used to say and quite often used this phrase "life experiences are a great teacher", but after reading Ouspensky's 4th way and coming here to The Cult of Cthulhu, I can see how for years I was going around and around with those life experiences, more like recycling the same tome every so often, wondering why I could not change, why did I do the same actions over? Then I learned "Man is a MACHINE"! All of his actions are for the benefit of this universe, this earth, this natural environment, I live in. What an awakening to find out there was a 4th way, a way to escape, a way to get out of this prison of self and universe, but I couldn't do it on my own. I had to have others help and a system or school to learn how, this brought me here to the Cult of Cthulhu. The Cult of Cthulhu is simply amazing! I think I first heard the call when in my early teens, I read the writings of H. P. Lovecraft, which fascinated me, and at the same time gave me the feeling of mysterious and yes of being frightened! Little did I know this was the beginning of Dread Cthulhu's Calling. A calling for his Children, as it states in the Cthuhlu Bibles, for we all have the demon seed, we have this demon blood flowing in our veins. This Reading of Lovecraft's work excited me with the so called "terrible madness" to pursue, it was one of those oh god what a freighting feeling and one of elation, power to drawn me back time and time again to pursuit of the unusual, out of the norm, there was a mystery here! Little did I know that I was about to enter into what would later be defined as The left hand Path. Being raised in the Bible Belt this was to be a lifetime love affair that kept me tormented between the so called norm of what society labeled the good and bad, the socially accepted. But the Call is to strong, to overpowering, it pushed me to investigate no matter the consequences. For a lifetime now I have pursued the left hand path, I wanted to know the truth, what laid behind all of this so called "reality". It pushed me in the direction of Satanism, my first love the "Satanic Bible", then onto the occult in general, most of the time from an armchair practice and perspective, for my military career had kept me in check, after early retirement I entered the civilian world where all is chaos, and anything goes, for the times had changed, now one could openly pursue with out fear of backlash. This gave me time to study and read about religions, philosophies, the occult, but something was always nagging at my soul, for all of this so called life is a "lie" feeling. I enter a right hand path system so to speak that placed self observation at its core, but one catch, you had to believe in a power greater than oneself. After years of lingering in and out of the system my mechanicalness took over again but this time, I could recognize certain things about myself. I was starting to wake up so to speak, to recognize and become aware of my actions, but still not knowing man is a machine, doomed me to mechanicalness! I get long winded sometimes but now to the answer of the question. I believe it was my ability to become aware and start observation of my actions and of others that has lead me where I am today. Have I recognize the Call, am I aware, I think only time will tell by my pursuit of self observation, participation, and the actions I take. May I wake up from this sleep and my level of consciousness grow beyond the 4th Man's level as stated in the book The fourth Way....... Awake!!! Great personal statement, brother. I believe you have received the call just like the rest of us. Come back to this post after several weeks in order to see how your understanding has changed.
Does the right or Left Hand Path necessitate believing in a power greater than oneself?
Awake!
Venger As'Nas Satanis High Priest Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by ieuan on Oct 7, 2010 9:40:36 GMT -6
I have always looked at science as one of the many tools in this world, empirical evidence based on their research has shown that from the earliest dawn of mankind's footprint, that man has a psychological need for a higher power. I would equate this to nature's way of feeding the universe; nature can only give a certain amount of existence, in order to keep the universe in it's natural state. Man is a machine, his thinking is mechanical, therefore to me both LHP and RHP necessitate a believe in a higher power, there are limits and only so many currents, until the obstacles are removed and one gains consciousness. Being a fourth way advocate, this is my take so far, and my question is when does man gain consciousness and on what level is the need no longer a necessitate?
This is why I like being here, true spiritual leadership is a rarity, but together I believe we can escape, remove those obstacles, this is by far the best left hand path religion, to me employment of the 4th way necessitates real change, not imaginary, delusions of self grandeur and deification. I am already starting to work on those benchmarks as posted in Dark pursuits bathed in Fire, and I will come back in a few weeks and post as to my understanding. Hail Cult of Cthulhu!
AWAKE!
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Frank
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Messenger Of The Outer Angels
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Post by Frank on Nov 19, 2010 15:48:29 GMT -6
I do not yet believe I have been called upon by the Old One's but I lie in wait with my ears open to heed Their words. I hope deeply I can become a vessel for them, a channel, a herald, a prophet, whatever you might call it, I wish my life to be guided by and in the service of, Their hands (/tentacles).
Hail Cthulhu
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Post by lokidreaming on Nov 26, 2010 23:30:51 GMT -6
First time I felt the calling?
Augst 2009, I had jut moved to Rotorua and I was on the back patio with my friend getting high at 8am in the morning, watching the mist/fog roll away over the lake towards the island in the middle of the lake and my friend discussing the moive the fog/muist?, the one where they are stuck in a store and the guy ends up shooting his family just in case. Then it hit me, how Rototua really is a place of natural power in New Zealand and how the Maoris were right that Rotrua is a MAGICAL PLACE. Since then every time I look into ocean, lakes etc, I feel ike I can feel teh call of cthullu and there is something just lurking underneath the water.
A few months ago i had a dream and there were 3 characters whjo were cult of cthullu on a row boat, i stared at them and i got a sense they were in the wrong place and they were as shocked to see me as I was to see them as we had a feeling both of us didn't belong here.
Fast forward this year, and I finally managed to read most of HP Lovecrafts writings, and finally read the Silver Keys stories, it blew me away. Cos those short stories in a nut shell somes up occult and alternative realities very well. At one stage I closed my eyes and was thinking about what I had read and then wosh I felt myself being in multiple places at once. After that I had no doubt there was truth in HP LOVECRAFTS writings and wanted to know iof there was truth also with the CULT OF CTHULLU.
I guess the reason I'm here, is to jump down the rabbit hole to seee hhow far it takes me. My curiosity and has been my one of best allies.
I feel the CALL OF CTHULLU and I want to know why.
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Post by loganvonkannibal on Feb 7, 2011 21:14:16 GMT -6
It kind of came to me in meditation, as fake as that sounds I kind of saw Cthulhu one night, knowing about the cult beforehand. Ever since that night I've felt a deep connection to Cthulhu and the Great Old ones. So I suppose one could say that was my call?
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Post by Satan's Avenger on Mar 12, 2011 17:32:23 GMT -6
who wants to share their feelings about Cthulhu's Call? who has heard and answered the Call of our Drowned Lord...?
"there is a difference between knowing the path and walking the path..."
i think this quote from The Matrix reveals an esoteric truth. anyone care to endarken us?
Venger Satanis Cult of Cthulhu High PriestI wish to advise, I know I was called by The Old Ones and Cthulhu some years ago. I have outlined part of my testimony in the section post called - The Warbook of Gog - Preface. I have literally hundreds of pages of material from the Inner family of the Old Ones. Much of it is releavant to me personally, but not all. In my case I am The Covenant Bearer for the Old 0nes on earth and an incarnation of one who is a contact point for them. Be happy to answer any queries if you wish to ask. www.CultofCthulhu.net
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Post by anamiabeauty on Mar 16, 2011 22:30:27 GMT -6
The servants are being unleashed. It calls by every hour of these days and beckons. It dares, clutching and challenging. Its deepest secrets known and contained. The form hears its taunting call and seeks the path. Without relenquishing strength, this form begs for care and guidance. Without asserting name to form, the form wishes to be welcomed and explored.
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