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Post by eldritchentity on Dec 16, 2015 7:37:26 GMT -6
Hi, I am not new here, I been here a long time ago, when this cult was just starting out. And lately it has been on my mind and I been reading everything I can get my hands on about it. It has been quiet a journey if you ask me. So I go by the name Heath, I use to go by so many names, and that type of thing. Currently I am in the martial arts, working my way back up. I also had left anything that was linked to HP Lovecraft and of course this Cult of Cthulhu. I look back on those days and realized I never understood the philosophy, I was blinded in search for an identity and to be accepted somewhere or by people. Suffering from low self-esteem and identified with what people thought and felt about me. It is nonsense when someone makes false judgments and assumptions of you. There is not much to say about me because anything I would tell you is just a mundane verbs and adjectives that fills a void, giving one a false perception of what is not there. That is what I understood all this time about the philosophy there is no you. But from my own experience, I have discovered I am passionate, for sure, strong, I uncovered gifts I thought I never had. Anyway I am glad to be back
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Post by Cosmic Shaman Yoth'al on Dec 16, 2015 8:04:45 GMT -6
Welcome back then XD
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