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Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Oct 28, 2014 23:52:03 GMT -6
Know I haven't been nearly as active as I should, but this strange odyssey occupies most of my time these days. Okay! As most of you are aware, I am a trans-woman yes? Well I recently found out that the free mental health clinic here in town apparently treats gender dysphoria. Anyway, I've been talking with them and after they get my depression under control, they do intend to get me on hormone therapy. Obviously, I'm pretty stoked about that! So I've been going to appointments and talking with them and weird things keep coming over me and I say things to them. I have no idea where these things come from, but they seem very intent on getting me those hormones! My first meeting for example, I looked at that woman with fire in my eyes and I said to her, "I'm really a woman! This man you see before you is not me! This is not who I'm supposed to be!" And for that singular moment, I was never more sure of anything in my entire life! I have no idea where that came from or "who" was in charge at that point? But I little voice just says to me, "Relax Betty! Everything is under control!" When things like that happen.
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Post by noname on Oct 29, 2014 20:09:33 GMT -6
I like your example, with observing your anger or whatever it was/is. Keep up The Work. Hope your situation turns out on top. I do want to ask you a question though. I mean no offense of any sort by this ether. When did you realize and/or what made you realize you where transgender? I am curious and want to understand your shoes better.
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Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Oct 30, 2014 3:03:53 GMT -6
The realizations were more of a progression really? It all started when I began to cross dress and slowly escalated from there. I began to understand that something about me was different. That I wasn't right, if that makes any sense? I didn't do it earlier, but these days, I actually keep a diary of all my thoughts and actions and read back from time to time to see what was going on. Betty is the name that I chose for myself, but my given name is Donnie. I ask you, which is more valid?
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