Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Apr 24, 2013 19:29:30 GMT -6
Well I've been on an anti-testosterone diet and taking certain herbs in order to change myself. I now have a womanly hourglass figure cultivated through specific exercises as well as A cup breasts and I'm not sure if I've ever been happier or more content with myself? Truth be told people, I quite literally spent months trying to figure this thing out for myself and turned up nothing. I put myself through hell! I performed many meditations and attempts at insight and still have no idea why exactly I want this. Eventually I arrived at a conclusion. I don't need to understand! I only need to do! A fellow cross dresser on one of my networks told me (vicariously) "To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance." And I DO love myself and what I'm becoming! I am both Donnie and Betty simultaneously and we're all getting along just fine!
When I look down at my little breasts and generous bottom before going to sleep with my Hello Kitty plush toy (named Shelby) every night, I always smile. I'm actually happy! I've never felt this way before? This is all so new and strange to me. And I don't think I really need to understand. Also, my wife has been coming to terms with it and I'm confident that a new balance will eventually be established in our relationship and I'm ready for that change. I must be, for it no longer terrifies me. We've had "talks" about it you understand... Now I just need to move out of here so I can move forward with the "treatments" I like to give myself. Rest assured that I literally spent hours sifting through data and learning about this so I have a very good idea of what I'm dealing with. All the while smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee no less!
When I look down at my little breasts and generous bottom before going to sleep with my Hello Kitty plush toy (named Shelby) every night, I always smile. I'm actually happy! I've never felt this way before? This is all so new and strange to me. And I don't think I really need to understand. Also, my wife has been coming to terms with it and I'm confident that a new balance will eventually be established in our relationship and I'm ready for that change. I must be, for it no longer terrifies me. We've had "talks" about it you understand... Now I just need to move out of here so I can move forward with the "treatments" I like to give myself. Rest assured that I literally spent hours sifting through data and learning about this so I have a very good idea of what I'm dealing with. All the while smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee no less!