Post by omera on Apr 1, 2013 10:41:17 GMT -6
I was thinking how 'direct' my black magick is, and thought it might not have been a valid route to power. In fact, my own nature as a person doesn't compensate directness, yet secrecy is the one vital occult tool I've failed to control and possess, and I think a pathworking of the spider is at hand.
The symbolism of the spider has kept popping up, and I believe I've figured out its meaning. There is one basic principle in the LHP which gives a reason behind all the madness, and that is: every success, every reason for pride, acts as a force of energy, a motivator to accomplish more, a psychological boost which allows us to excel beyond our own deeds, and thus increase our 'high score'.
A working of the spider would be this: in terms of revenge, I would make an effort to come across as a new person: "I've GIVEN UP THE EVIL SATANIC PATH", and socially start with a clean slate. Wear a cross (which adds more to the confusion, because as a satanist I don't need to invert a cross to appreciate the symbol- we all have a cross to bear, and as such is our suffering on the Earth), etc etc. Come across as a 'born again', without being a socially unnattractive fanatic. Make friends personally with past enemies. Work a pathworking which allows them to inevitably fall in a trap, enforce your charm on them, and therefore their dependence on you. When the time comes, when they fall into the web and are entangled, fuck them over. Fuck them over big time. Stab them in the heart, destroy their self image. This is a revenge far more vile and pleasing to me than just hexing them for one assbeating. And the whole time I pretend to be their friend, I can smile inwardly, knowing that they believe every lie I've told them.
The process itself is accompanied by the 'left hand path energy boost of pride' which comes from accomplishment. Every gained ounce of trust is just another thread added to the construction of the web.
Thoughts, ideas?
The symbolism of the spider has kept popping up, and I believe I've figured out its meaning. There is one basic principle in the LHP which gives a reason behind all the madness, and that is: every success, every reason for pride, acts as a force of energy, a motivator to accomplish more, a psychological boost which allows us to excel beyond our own deeds, and thus increase our 'high score'.
A working of the spider would be this: in terms of revenge, I would make an effort to come across as a new person: "I've GIVEN UP THE EVIL SATANIC PATH", and socially start with a clean slate. Wear a cross (which adds more to the confusion, because as a satanist I don't need to invert a cross to appreciate the symbol- we all have a cross to bear, and as such is our suffering on the Earth), etc etc. Come across as a 'born again', without being a socially unnattractive fanatic. Make friends personally with past enemies. Work a pathworking which allows them to inevitably fall in a trap, enforce your charm on them, and therefore their dependence on you. When the time comes, when they fall into the web and are entangled, fuck them over. Fuck them over big time. Stab them in the heart, destroy their self image. This is a revenge far more vile and pleasing to me than just hexing them for one assbeating. And the whole time I pretend to be their friend, I can smile inwardly, knowing that they believe every lie I've told them.
The process itself is accompanied by the 'left hand path energy boost of pride' which comes from accomplishment. Every gained ounce of trust is just another thread added to the construction of the web.
Thoughts, ideas?