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Post by LoSt_LeADer on Jul 11, 2012 1:37:46 GMT -6
HI! I'll start by saying I live in Marion Iowa currently.. My name is Jeremy Garvin, and after a series of unfortunate events occurred in my life and much spiritual seeking leading to walls being hit very hard with my thinking, I'm sure that I am still quite lost.. I see a lot of truth in the Left-Hand Path and that the Dark Gods lead to the truth. I feel like I'm on the verge of something but also sometimes like I'm losing my mind... A few weeks ago I had become possessed as people would say and a priest performed an exorcism on me.. after wards my head hurt and he said I would die in six months if I don't get rid of the evil forces inside of me...(FUCK HIM) and I don't believe this man who believes in some bullshit can harm me.. Anyways during the exorcism I spoke in a different tongue.. Seemed like Latin or something..I lied and said I was okay after going through this exorcism.. I brought whatever the force was back into my life later that night.. So I acknowledge a powerful force within me and how it can scare people.. It is a hungry feeling when it comes out that wants blood it seems. (It came out both times with the use of Marijuana, Alcohol, and Cigarettes). I guess what I'm looking for in this site is someone I can meet in real life that can help me unlock my potential.. I am willing to travel(hitchhiking if it's far since I'm broke.) One day I feel like I will be very rich(knowledge, money, love) I just feel as if I need some guidance beyond a computer screen... I came upon this website after looking into The Order Of The Nine Angles a little bit. I hope someone can help me...
My Goals: Eternal Life. Knowledge. Power. Happiness.
May all be well, Jeremy Garvin
HAIL SATAN! HAIL CTHULHU!
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Post by I AM the Way on Jul 11, 2012 11:16:14 GMT -6
HI! I'll start by saying I live in Marion Iowa currently.. My name is Jeremy Garvin, and after a series of unfortunate events occurred in my life and much spiritual seeking leading to walls being hit very hard with my thinking, I'm sure that I am still quite lost.. I see a lot of truth in the Left-Hand Path and that the Dark Gods lead to the truth. I feel like I'm on the verge of something but also sometimes like I'm losing my mind... A few weeks ago I had become possessed as people would say and a priest performed an exorcism on me.. after wards my head hurt and he said I would die in six months if I don't get rid of the evil forces inside of me...(FUCK HIM) and I don't believe this man who believes in some bullshit can harm me.. Anyways during the exorcism I spoke in a different tongue.. Seemed like Latin or something..I lied and said I was okay after going through this exorcism.. I brought whatever the force was back into my life later that night.. So I acknowledge a powerful force within me and how it can scare people.. It is a hungry feeling when it comes out that wants blood it seems. (It came out both times with the use of Marijuana, Alcohol, and Cigarettes). I guess what I'm looking for in this site is someone I can meet in real life that can help me unlock my potential.. I am willing to travel(hitchhiking if it's far since I'm broke.) One day I feel like I will be very rich(knowledge, money, love) I just feel as if I need some guidance beyond a computer screen... I came upon this website after looking into The Order Of The Nine Angles a little bit. I hope someone can help me... My Goals: Eternal Life. Knowledge. Power. Happiness. May all be well, Jeremy Garvin HAIL SATAN! HAIL CTHULHU! Sounds like the beginnings of a good short story. Sadly, that's about it.
While I'm glad you've come to the Cult of Cthulhu forum and introduced yourself, I think the whole exorcism and dark, powerful, bloodthirsty, drugs and alcohol loving, demonic force trapped inside a person spiel is pretty thin. Maybe you really believe in what you wrote or perhaps you're trying to sound cool - I don't know, but it strikes me as ridiculous.
The Cult of Cthulhu is a school, network, and resource for mature adults who want to make progress in their lives. Yes, many of us believe in Higher Forces, magic, etc., but not to the extent that we leave "reality" behind. Finding a balance is necessary.
The Order of the Nine Angles was a morally, ethically, and philosophically bankrupt organization - that's why I dismantled it. I've tried to forge something noteworthy out of its mismanaged wreckage because its origin contained powerful seeds - read The Infernal Texts: NOX & Liber Koth. Also check out my various essays on the CoC website regarding the Nine Angled Order.
Awake!
VS
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Post by lordfalsifer on Jul 15, 2012 18:15:18 GMT -6
I came upon this website after looking into The Order Of The Nine Angles a little bit. I hope someone can help me... My Goals: Eternal Life. Knowledge. Power. Happiness. May all be well, Jeremy Garvin HAIL SATAN! HAIL CTHULHU! Hello Lost Leader, Just some trivia about the ONA. Even though it's the only book about ONA Venger has read; The Infernal Texts: NOX & Liber Koth, by Steven Sennitt is not the founding bible of ONA. Mr. Sennitt is not even an ONA initiate. He is an occultist and book author who collaborated with ONA to write his "quid pro quo" book Venger often mentions. In it Mr. Sennitt gives ONA mythos and ideas his own personal interpretations, which is perfectly fine. One trivia which not many people know of is that Mr. Sennitt 2 years ago was speaking with some ONA Old Guards and Chloe 352 about a new ONA book to be published by Nephilim Press. Mr. Sennitt was asked to do the introduction, and he said he would. Frank who owns Nephilim Press said that he would try to get Michael Ford to contribute something to the book also, since Mr. Ford from 1996-2006ish ran the ONA. Nephilim Press ties into the Cult of Cthulhu because there was an ONA person during this time who told venger about Nephilim Press. At this same time Venger had the idea of publishing or republishing a book for the CoC. Neither the ONA book of the CoC book was ever publish. We can have Venger mention why his book was never published. But the ONA book was never published because it was believed to be too long by several ONA people. It was 800 pages long, and did very little to actually explain what ONA is. Later it was agreed by the major ONA nexions to do the entire opposite of having a simple book to explain what ONA was. Instead the ONA nexions agreed to flood ONA with thousands of more pages worth of stuff to further make things even more complicated for "outsiders." A trivia is that over the 40 years, Anton Long has written about 5000 pages worth of stuff; an ONA nexion named Temple of THEM has added about 3000 pages worth of stuff; an ONA nexion named WSA352 has added about 2000 pages worth of stuff; and Magister Hagur's nexion has added about 1000 pages of stuff to the ONA corpus. That's a whopping total of about 11,000 pages of stuff. I have some links you can look over to get more info on the ONA from academic sources: Here is a paper by Dr. Senholt: www.scribd.com/doc/83577516/The-Sinister-Tradition-by-Jacob-C-SenholtHere is one by Dr. Sieg: www.scribd.com/doc/84425931/Angular-MomentumAnd then the next one is a chapter out of a university textbook by Dr. Monette: www.scribd.com/doc/89347245/Mysticism-in-the-21st-CenturyI would recommend the one by Dr. Monette since he goes over the ONA in detail. He talks about who created it, who ran it, how old it is, what the core beliefs are, and who the major people are in the ONA. The footnote section is awesome. Interestingly, one of the footnotes lists a title of an ONA manuscript which mentions Venger. If you would like more information you can go here to find many PDF's: www.scribd.com/japer9Or here: en.calameo.com/accounts/94984Or here: www.o9a.org/words/Or you can watch this youtube video here: ordernineangles.webs.com/Be careful with posers pretending to be some leader of ONA, because ONA has no leader. The biggest pretender is Blackwood, which you can read up on him here: blobtard.com/Hope that helps. And I hope you find what you are seeking in the CoC. The 4th Way is cool. Good Luck on your travels.
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