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Post by cakeshog on Feb 7, 2012 18:45:52 GMT -6
Hi there.. me again... im wondering if this really works to sell your soul to the Great Satan....in Exchange to power XD this sound like a bad idea i know...but what can i loose? xcept for my soul....
i just lost at everything.......no joke.. my scoliosis is getting me killed almost and ive got some other bad things "bad english who cares"
my wheight in kilos is 39 and im 160cm i cant grow anymore and i can eat what i want im not getting more wheight...also i got fucking big problems with my dad....
Yeah... im fucked.... i give up... i dont know what to do... depressions and loosing wheight..great.
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Post by marth3456 on Feb 8, 2012 7:01:29 GMT -6
Nah the soul thing was just more Fear Tactics. Pretty much say a popular musician or so forth sold his soul and ban his work.
Don't give up theres always positive. One must merely look. I had deep Depression for about oh 18 years and seeing how i'm 19 i do not recommend it. The only time a person loses in life is when they give up. Keep going and Empower yourself.
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Post by sin on Feb 8, 2012 11:41:10 GMT -6
I am sorry to hear about your suffering. As 'silly' as this sounds to folks, if you put enough faith and belief into it, by proxy your body will respond. I'm an exorcist, and even that sounds cooky (being an Atheist and all), but the reality of it is, the brain can manifest apparitions that need to be managed (short of going to a shrink).
Even the Cancer Centers of America are using more Holistic Treatment, because its been scientifically proven that the body responds better to treatment, when the 'spirit' is nurtured along with it.
Unfortunately, without having a person trust-worthy enough to handle you with kid-gloves (or your condition for that matter) what you'll find is a bunch of crap on the internet.
What I can offer is an alternative, is our chat module on our social network. It may do you some good to have some one-on-one counseling sessions to manage your overall mental health, and your body will follow.
I've written a metric ton of info on devotion rituals, the Ex Voto or Emerald Plateau Rituals can be worked at home, in the privacy of your living space.
When doing something new, or strange it will feel like you are stage acting. You need to work at it, until you no longer feel like you are putting on a show for an invisible audience. What you should achieve is Ritual Ecstasy by what ever means necessary. Finding the right method for YOU takes experimenting.
The CoC provides volumes of tools for you to experiment with. The elements you throw in the mix, are entirely up to you and your beliefs.
I am available at your disposal.
If you need help with rituals, or 'how' to get there. You have the cult.
See: cultofcthulhu.wikidot.com/
CS
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Post by cakeshog on Feb 11, 2012 19:29:54 GMT -6
its really nice that i get serious answer..well thats why i love the cult... i really want to do something for the cult... i wanted to translate the cult of cthulhu in german... but then depression and this shit. some times..im totally happy and laughing my ass off XD but then again just like shot... i realize that im totally fucked..... you cant realize how it feels to be that little" well i dont care for my size im ok" but my wheight... i eat fucking alot but it wont fucking get up my kilos -.-* this is so shit i want to learn swim and well...do sports.. but when i look at myself i say in my mind....dude look at you...the people will laugh...
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- is there something that can help me? something serious? i dont know, i play alot of Xbox and pc to run away from my reallife.... i..im just not anymore the one i was maybe ...not maybe I Believe you guys can help me out.. my Father wont understand me..neither other people.... im into madness....
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Post by Deleted on Feb 12, 2012 16:03:36 GMT -6
Cakeshog,
Do you believe in Magic ? In the power of now, of the spirit ? Do you believe that belief is reality ?
First you will gain weight, and your scoliosis will diminish. Then you will ask (again?) for an hormonal treatment to gain some centimeters and it will work.
It IS possible !
First continue to translate Cthulhu Cult, one page a day. There IS power in this book, take it ! Because knowledge is power, and because Cthulhu is with you if you work for Him.
Second, get a precision balance, and note your weight every evening on a graph. Draw a line for a gain of 1 kg. every month. When you are under the line, eat something more and don't go to bed until you join the line.
Third, stop playing with your Xbox, restrain usage of your computer to one hour a day, I had a program for weight gain a few years ago and I know that staying in front of a screen makes loosing weight. Instead, do a little sport, just walking is good.
Trough the days, first remember yourself, and imagine, visualize your success. Every time you gain 100 g (eating one yogurt) be sure and certain that you are succeeding thanks to the power of your Magic, have faith. Same thing for your suffering : today you are better, and if one day there is a spike of suffering, it will go and anyway this week as a whole is better.
Do you believe it is possible ? Then you're right, it is.
Remember yourself, for the emerald kingdom is at hand !
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Post by cakeshog on Feb 12, 2012 17:43:44 GMT -6
Cakeshog,
Do you believe in Magic ? In the power of now, of the spirit ? Do you believe that belief is reality ?
First you will gain weight, and your scoliosis will diminish. Then you will ask (again?) for an hormonal treatment to gain some centimeters and it will work.
It IS possible !
First continue to translate Cthulhu Cult, one page a day. There IS power in this book, take it ! Because knowledge is power, and because Cthulhu is with you if you work for Him.
Second, get a precision balance, and note your weight every evening on a graph. Draw a line for a gain of 1 kg. every month. When you are under the line, eat something more and don't go to bed until you join the line.
Third, stop playing with your Xbox, restrain usage of your computer to one hour a day, I had a program for weight gain a few years ago and I know that staying in front of a screen makes loosing weight. Instead, do a little sport, just walking is good.
Trough the days, first remember yourself, and imagine, visualize your success. Every time you gain 100 g (eating one yogurt) be sure and certain that you are succeeding thanks to the power of your Magic, have faith. Same thing for your suffering : today you are better, and if one day there is a spike of suffering, it will go and anyway this week as a whole is better.
Do you believe it is possible ? Then you're right, it is.
Remember yourself, for the emerald kingdom is at hand ! Yeah you are right! i dont know what to say but Thanks! you opened my eyes TBH now i look forward.! i have to thank you
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Post by Deleted on Feb 13, 2012 1:36:39 GMT -6
Ok !
But remember to DO it, every day, it's a long run...
Awake !
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Post by cakeshog on Feb 13, 2012 17:16:12 GMT -6
Ok !
But remember to DO it, every day, it's a long run...
Awake ! where can i get again the ,pdf? could you send me it? so i start now then
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Post by Deleted on Feb 14, 2012 3:16:27 GMT -6
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Post by cakeshog on Feb 14, 2012 7:29:59 GMT -6
i have to THank you! by the way....Something weird just happened atm.. i said of "boreness" satan.. i want to sell my soul to you for something... i said it about 10 times... after few secs everything shut off "pc tv lamps console" and went on again creepy AWAKE
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Post by lokidreaming on Feb 27, 2012 18:50:01 GMT -6
Sounds like you are close to hitting the jackpot but something is testing you out and to see if you pass the grade as some times when one is close to a break through something like this always arises.
What jackpot you are close to hitting...I shall leave you to ponder over...as it is unique to you and your journey.
Also something maybe testing you out.
Secondly, have you given reason for anyone to be annoyed with you and sometimes people can send out negative energy towards certain people without realizing it, so one must learn to distinguish and differentiate real threats from harmless energy spikes etc...
Lastly, one does not have to sell there souls to a deity...one can work in harmony and as an ally with a deity without selling there souls...HINT HINT HINT...
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