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Post by Zohzst, Ra T’zahr on Nov 15, 2011 16:07:32 GMT -6
I've begun to feel strange like I notice more things in life right now. I never stop and daydream anymore. I actually feellike I'm really here. I don't fully know how to explain it but it feels good it feels like I'm fully in control of my life now. is this how awakening starts?
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Post by Deleted on Nov 16, 2011 4:26:57 GMT -6
Yes ! Congratulations, and keep on working this is not a permanent state, it is possible to fall asleep again. You will probably experience a regression one day, but don't worry it happens and after that progression resumes. The Work is never finished.
Do you practice Magic or any kind of divination ? If not you should, and your success will be an indicator of your awareness.
Do you notice a (positive) change in your health ?
Remember yourself, for the emerald kingdom is at hand.
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Post by Zohzst, Ra T’zahr on Nov 17, 2011 7:14:35 GMT -6
yes i do notice i'm able to lift weights easier. than i could days before (not because of just straight working out) i would also usually be coughing my lungs up by this time of year. not one cough. no i don't practice any unless you look at power meditation as a type. could you reccomend some for me to start out with?
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Post by Deleted on Nov 18, 2011 4:51:44 GMT -6
I am often rolling a dice, predicting the result. It's not 100%, but it's more than 50%.
Brother Satanis recommended me mini-spells on myself, with appreciable results after a while.
What you experience must be sign that you begin to influence "reality" instead of the inverse.
Ia Ia Cthulhu fhtagn !
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Post by Zohzst, Ra T’zahr on Nov 18, 2011 8:42:13 GMT -6
I'll have to try that soon
AWAKE!
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