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Post by tritonusdolphin on Aug 10, 2011 17:48:22 GMT -6
Hello it is me Sorcerer from the Outside. I decided to make a new account and starting fresh. I been so busy and working, and making changes constantly. The other day I got to experience what it was like to be truly Awake, I thought...i was awake when i was here but i wasnt!!!!!!!!!!! I understand now that when you do awake you will feel it, now I understand what it is meant by mechanical, like for an example when I think i was Awake, I kept thinking to myself "I am awake"... or "I know" but this was due to the fact of doing opposite in my so called reality but just because i did something opposite did not mean I was awake. Everything I did was mechanical and only a reaction. The feeling of being awake is pleasurable it is the best experience, it is a diabolical bliss! I exactly felt these things. So now that I got a chance to feel this, now I was aware of the CoC's purpose. This, I do support more strongly now than I did before. My devotions intensifed, because I know what it was like. Its like I got a slapped across the face "WAKE UP!"
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Post by sin on Aug 11, 2011 11:47:37 GMT -6
Welcome back
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