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Post by jasonsorrell on Jun 19, 2011 7:34:34 GMT -6
jasonscrawlingchaos.blogspot.com/2011/06/more-human-than-human.html I am beginning to question the value of my interactions with others. That is not to say that I do not cherish and enjoy those interactions, but rather should the pleasure of those interactions be reason enough for having them. I am wondering if there is potentially more freedom in simply not giving a damn. This has nothing to do with the above blog-post really, and more to do with whether or not I will be present on the 'net in this capacity in the future in forums such as this, SIN, MySatan, FB, and all the rest. If we were talking about food, I have to wonder if I am getting my nutritional value out of these efforts, or if it is just empty calories.
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Post by boksmutant on Jun 19, 2011 15:01:39 GMT -6
This is pretty fucking rad!
As for thisWe battle to stay conscious against a world that would rather walk over our souls on it's way to committing suicide! We come to these forums & are active in these communities because it at least offers us an alternative perspective to that suicide machine. You Jason are probably more at war with that machine than most & it keeps you conscious of your own actions & place within it.
You need this & need to continue doing this for the same reasons we all do it...to keep our minds on FUCKING AWAKENING! Most of my friends are a diversion from awakening, but are an even greater diversion from society,& who's fault is that?lol Is there more that my friends have expected of me yet found only the same basic diversions coming back at em? Sure, I'm to blame as well, but that's the point of these forums, that's the point of this LHP community. I was never used to demanding enlightenment from others or my self before coming here. I never thought that others really gave a shit honestly lol, & that's the problem with the public, that's the problem with our selves, we are so easily distracted by the fleeting things our machine wants that we can't see what we really want.
I like talking about enlightenment, I like hearing about it. I take part in the COC forum & read your blogs as well as others because I'm tired of listening to societies machines.
As a some what new member to the LHP I know that I am to ask you to stay with it, to push further. The fruits of our labors are meant to take time & have a deeper meaning for the people who will one day have that "time", & that's what we're all looking forward to.
Awake
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Post by Deleted on Jun 20, 2011 9:22:37 GMT -6
jasonscrawlingchaos.blogspot.com/2011/06/more-human-than-human.html I am beginning to question the value of my interactions with others. That is not to say that I do not cherish and enjoy those interactions, but rather should the pleasure of those interactions be reason enough for having them. I am wondering if there is potentially more freedom in simply not giving a damn. This has nothing to do with the above blog-post really, and more to do with whether or not I will be present on the 'net in this capacity in the future in forums such as this, SIN, MySatan, FB, and all the rest. If we were talking about food, I have to wonder if I am getting my nutritional value out of these efforts, or if it is just empty calories. I don't understand what you're doing on a so ridiculous forum as SIN. The seed you sowed in the past as a Priest of R'lyeh, answering any question to every members, are not lost. Now that I learned and evolved a bit (read : very much) maybe I will be able to give you back some nutriments.
I don't know exactly what is your relationship with Lord Satanis but I think that the right place for you is in the CoC. Is it a possibility that you will come back ?
Now is the moment of Awakening
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Post by sin on Jun 21, 2011 6:26:15 GMT -6
jasonscrawlingchaos.blogspot.com/2011/06/more-human-than-human.html I am beginning to question the value of my interactions with others. That is not to say that I do not cherish and enjoy those interactions, but rather should the pleasure of those interactions be reason enough for having them. I am wondering if there is potentially more freedom in simply not giving a damn. This has nothing to do with the above blog-post really, and more to do with whether or not I will be present on the 'net in this capacity in the future in forums such as this, SIN, MySatan, FB, and all the rest. If we were talking about food, I have to wonder if I am getting my nutritional value out of these efforts, or if it is just empty calories. I'm just surprised, its a beginning - now. It's been quite clear to me for quite sometime Jason, that you surround yourself with people who take from you, but don't offer you anything in return. It begs to question why you invest? What are you looking for in your life? You are far too talented to have your abilities wasted on Fools. Not to mention, the apparent influence over you - it was quite painful to watch. I'm glad to see self-reflection and evaluation going on. That's always a good thing, in my opinion. Keep pushing.
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