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Nov 15, 2010 16:16:12 GMT -6
Post by formallyknownasczhanjeem on Nov 15, 2010 16:16:12 GMT -6
It may be a hard thing to answer but i need a push in the right direction toward awaking. I can feel my soul attempting to awake but i need some "tips" (if there are any) on what could help my awaking. Ia Ia cthulhu fhatgn
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Nov 15, 2010 16:42:53 GMT -6
Post by boksmutant on Nov 15, 2010 16:42:53 GMT -6
Forced Awakening is my specialty. I say start with the body first. Work out/exercise to the point that you almost pass out. (Don't do this if you have any disabilities or medical condition that says other wise though OK.)
But you must reach the point that your mind just cant stand it anymore, then go further:) The emotions you'll experience will be quite enlightening.
Id love to hear what you experience. Please let me know?
Hail Cthulhu!
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Nov 15, 2010 18:41:35 GMT -6
Post by formallyknownasczhanjeem on Nov 15, 2010 18:41:35 GMT -6
also brother i am recently having problems with focus and i dont mean cant concentrate i mean full on no thought, is their anything that can help? (not medical problem checked with doctor) hail satanis
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AWAKE
Nov 24, 2010 8:34:37 GMT -6
Post by boksmutant on Nov 24, 2010 8:34:37 GMT -6
Focus is definitely the goal for me as well. Since joining the COC Ive been able to focus quite a bit more. What makes it easier for me is to know other Cultists are out there struggling to get theirs & make their worlds come to life.
My rage against humanity is by far the quickest thing that helps me focus. Ive always had an anger problem, & visualized scenarios of extreme violence no matter where I was. Id be talking to a person & just like John Doe from"Seven" Id see the complete banality of our whole conversation & imagine shoot outs & chainsaws mauling the person. I get the same feeling when Im in a grocery store & their playing that elevator music. Shopping, buying, smiling, & the bell of ringing up product after consumable product. That stuff drives me crazy.
But thats when Ill remember Cthulhu. How he must feel watching our disgusting dance. Ill wonder if it bores him. Like how did he sleep in the 50's? I imagine watching Americans back then, he'd feel antsy with so many millions of people competitively sleeping. It must make him want to rise in total glory & slay.
In the dark ages he must have slept good with all the poverty & reality weighing heavy on peoples minds. Less of a reason to get out of bed I think.
Im getting off topic. But thats when Ill feel a calm, cold,tranqual feeling pour over me, & my rage turns into a sorta focus. Ill realize Im out side humanities hold & that I must see things clearer. Must be something more than human.
But ya, thats when I think of Cthulhu & relax a bit. To know hes waiting to awaken.
Belief is reality!
Hail Cthulhu!
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Nov 24, 2010 16:09:43 GMT -6
Post by Kyuubi on Nov 24, 2010 16:09:43 GMT -6
I do a daily remembering of where I find my "calm joy" this is found by a 30 second eye closing short meditation where I leave my body for a few seconds and go to work remembering myself.
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Nov 28, 2010 23:16:54 GMT -6
Post by raygunnz171 on Nov 28, 2010 23:16:54 GMT -6
Forced Awakening is my specialty. I say start with the body first. Work out/exercise to the point that you almost pass out. (Don't do this if you have any disabilities or medical condition that says other wise though OK.) But you must reach the point that your mind just cant stand it anymore, then go further:) The emotions you'll experience will be quite enlightening. Id love to hear what you experience. Please let me know? Hail Cthulhu! Very wise council my brother thats my way of awakening also! AWAKE!
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Nov 29, 2010 19:44:17 GMT -6
Post by formallyknownasczhanjeem on Nov 29, 2010 19:44:17 GMT -6
Thank you brothers for your outstanding wisdom! Hail The Cult of Cthulhu! Hail Satanis!
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Nov 29, 2010 22:51:35 GMT -6
Post by raygunnz171 on Nov 29, 2010 22:51:35 GMT -6
Thank you brothers for your outstanding wisdom! Hail The Cult of Cthulhu! Hail Satanis! Anytime brother. AWAKE!
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