Post by littlesister on Oct 10, 2010 10:29:12 GMT -6
Hello to you all! I am the little sister. I use this name here because I have always desired older siblings who were nolagable and could teach me about the world. I live in west nowhere New Jersey. Nothing ever happens here and I can hear cows mooing from my front yard. On the plus side, my home is sourounded by deep dark wooded areas filled with old stone ruins. So it aint all bad
My journey down the left hand path begins many years ago. I am a person who has always been searching for what I beileved to be the "right" way of living. Tried every religion i n the book. NOTHING ever seemed correct to me. It all felt so forced, so fake. Last summer I was at the local book store flipping through the occult section when I found the Grimoire of the Necronomicon. I knew what the Neconomicon was, because I have been a huge horror movie buff since I was a child and thus had heard it mentio9ned numerous ti8mes. I was curios so I bought the book for somne interesting summer reading. As soon as I opened it and began to read, I could not put it down. I had finnaly found what was "right" (or left as the case may be). I found and used several spells to total success! But I have been alone in all this. I searched for more people like me, but found nothing. Until last night when I was sitting in bed watching Dagon for nthe billionth time. Never thought t9o use the word "cult" in any of my searches before.
I am however slightly apprehensive. I am seeing many links to Satanism, which I know nothing about. Having been sorounded by the "good christian" world, I have never heard anything but negativity sorounding the idea. I knew one Satanist growing up and he was the biggest asshole I have ever met. I know that this does not reflect ANYTHING.But its true when they say that waht we have expirienced in our lives is what we tend to beleive.
In closing, I would like to say that at this point in my life I consider myself a blank book with pages waiting to be filled. So if someone is willing to teach, I am more than ready to learn.
LS
My journey down the left hand path begins many years ago. I am a person who has always been searching for what I beileved to be the "right" way of living. Tried every religion i n the book. NOTHING ever seemed correct to me. It all felt so forced, so fake. Last summer I was at the local book store flipping through the occult section when I found the Grimoire of the Necronomicon. I knew what the Neconomicon was, because I have been a huge horror movie buff since I was a child and thus had heard it mentio9ned numerous ti8mes. I was curios so I bought the book for somne interesting summer reading. As soon as I opened it and began to read, I could not put it down. I had finnaly found what was "right" (or left as the case may be). I found and used several spells to total success! But I have been alone in all this. I searched for more people like me, but found nothing. Until last night when I was sitting in bed watching Dagon for nthe billionth time. Never thought t9o use the word "cult" in any of my searches before.
I am however slightly apprehensive. I am seeing many links to Satanism, which I know nothing about. Having been sorounded by the "good christian" world, I have never heard anything but negativity sorounding the idea. I knew one Satanist growing up and he was the biggest asshole I have ever met. I know that this does not reflect ANYTHING.But its true when they say that waht we have expirienced in our lives is what we tend to beleive.
In closing, I would like to say that at this point in my life I consider myself a blank book with pages waiting to be filled. So if someone is willing to teach, I am more than ready to learn.
LS