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Post by Deleted on Sept 18, 2010 11:34:41 GMT -6
Boksmutant,
I did the same, and understand you very well. Me, I'm horrified that I wasted my youth in christianity and it will never come back.
When the stars are right !
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Post by boksmutant on Sept 22, 2010 1:00:43 GMT -6
May cthulhu set me free. My hope is that he will do to my body what i spent years doing. Destroying it. Im older now and realize my body must be in prime working order for it to be of value to my god cthulhu. When the stars are right!
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Post by buttercup on Sept 22, 2010 19:06:21 GMT -6
Boxsmutant, You risked and shared a lot of personal information. I appreciate what you have done. Your frankness and honesty are very good in my eyes. You are really cut out for the left hand path which is a very personal and individual journey. It is good to learn to live inside your own head. You might even find out you really like your own company. I am sure though we have got your back as you go. Hail Satanis !
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Post by ceytin on Sept 22, 2010 23:45:26 GMT -6
Boksmutant, I did the same, and understand you very well. Me, I'm horrified that I wasted my youth in christianity and it will never come back. When the stars are right ! I spent my youth as a christian and i wouldn't have it any other way. I experienced the bullshit and lies firsthand and it set me on my path to question everything in a search for the "truth". I used to feel the same way as you do until i actually sat down and thought about it. Christianity kept me on the "straight and narrow". I may have fallen in with the wrong crowed or succumbed to a drug or alcohol addition or ended up in jail for doing something stupid. I was a rebellious little shit so who knows what could have gone wrong. At least I got the xian thing out of my system. there is never any doubt in my mind that is is a pile of crap, because i've been there and done that. And i'm glad i did. it forged who I am today. |
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Post by boksmutant on Sept 26, 2010 16:30:42 GMT -6
Thank you my brothers & sisters. I value your wisdom & knowledge. The important thing is to evolve. If I could hear some some tricks you might have learned. Perspectives perhaps on the soul or resisting the urge to disillusion ones self. when the stars are right!
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