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Post by buttercup on Sept 15, 2010 11:32:43 GMT -6
I apologize for failing to introduce myself the other day this was rude. I am Buttercup. I chose this name for it is the opposite of the way I am. Among other traits I describe myself as defiant,always doubtful,focused,disciplined,and task oriented. I am a loner and enjoy my solitary existence preferably with few distractions. Sometimes this is very difficult. My immediate family are very needy. They demand my attention and help. This is very annoying to me. They refuse to grow up and not look for my approval. I have few friends and I like it that way. My social interaction most often is on the net. I am retired and only work in a consulting capacity part time. I enjoy :reading,discussion,foods from different cultures,motorcycles ,trips to the ocean and lake and feeding and petting the horses at my brother in law's ranch. Looking forward to interacting with the people in these forums.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 16, 2010 0:10:39 GMT -6
Hello Buttercup,
you will find a lot of interesting stuff here.
Awake !
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Post by Shaz'rahjeem on Sept 16, 2010 0:15:52 GMT -6
Welcome to the fold. What have you done regarding the occult?
Ia Ia Cthulhu fhtagn
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Post by buttercup on Sept 16, 2010 6:32:16 GMT -6
I have read or learned through various modalities namely: LaVeys "Satanic Bible" Spiritual Satanist.com, dpjs.co.uk/ index.html,. Modern Church of Satan Forums,Ragnar Redbeard " Might Is Right"," Hagakure" by Yamamoto Tsunetomo. I have listened to the following on video and radio: Venus Satanas, Master Venger Satanis and Jason King. I have purchased no books but have read everything online through pdf format or otherwise.
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Post by Deleted on Sept 16, 2010 10:29:24 GMT -6
You'll appreciate our bible, 'Cthulhu Cult' (pdf). Just ask and give your mail !
Stay awake, for the emerald kingdom is at hand.
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Post by buttercup on Sept 16, 2010 17:32:50 GMT -6
Yrreiht, I would like to take advantage of your offer. You can send me the CoC Bible at : fenriz54@gmail.com . I have a number of family issues going on but will try to get to it right away. I will have questions I am sure. I look forward to discussing the ideas with you and other members of this forum. Hail Satanis !
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Post by buttercup on Sept 19, 2010 17:43:05 GMT -6
Only started the Cult Of Cthulhu bibile today and read up to the section on subjectivity. Learned a number of new concepts especially regarding the occult. Wrote down the reading selections. I am going to push them to the top of my list. Namely Oupensky and Lovecraft. Quantum physics,fractals and such are much harder for me. Although,someone suggested I read "The Grand Design" by Stephen Hawkings. As far as philosophy what floats peoples boat here. I have a growing interest in Ayn Rand and "Objectivism". Interspersed throughout this work is mentioned the following: self development,meaning to life, paradigm shifts, change of your will (purpose) through out your life, getting into the work mode,and eliminating all the I's. I have a question for you. My whole life has been focused on whether things are good for the family or they are not very black or white. Now it is just my wife and I and my buddy and his wife. Which is just fine by me but want to have some meaningful experiences and "work". I feel like I am just filling in my time except for discussion and info on the net. What would you do if you were at this point of life. I wanted to put this out there cause I feel this is a good place. I had started this discussion with Master Satanis and he gave me some good food for thought. I am very thick skinned so don't fear giving me your opinion. However, I just like most of you here do not respond well to flaming. Please keep this in mind !!! Just cont'd posting in the forum I started with. Should I have posted elsewhere ? I wanted to keep my thoughts together. Let me know. Hail Satanis !
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Post by I AM the Way on Sept 20, 2010 12:09:07 GMT -6
You don't want to eliminate all the 'I's. You want to recognize they exist, then sort through them until you've found those that wish to work (magnetic center), and finally create a Master 'I' for yourself. The first two steps can take only months while the last will probably force you to undergo years of fruitful struggle.
I think we would all benefit from a clarification on what you're talking about, brother. What's your specific situation, desire, and current means for achieving those goals?
By His loathsome tentacles,
Venger As'Nas Satanis High Priest Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Sept 21, 2010 6:28:56 GMT -6
You don't want to eliminate all the 'I's. You want to recognize they exist, then sort through them until you've found those that wish to work (magnetic center), and finally create a Master 'I' for yourself. The first two steps can take only months while the last will probably force you to undergo years of fruitful struggle.I think we would all benefit from a clarification on what you're talking about, brother. What's your specific situation, desire, and current means for achieving those goals?
By His loathsome tentacles,
Venger As'Nas Satanis High Priest Cult of Cthulhu
I'm very embarassed to admit this, but I was a bit confused on this point until you posted this. Thanks so very, very much. Awake!
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Post by buttercup on Sept 22, 2010 14:05:51 GMT -6
Dear Abby, I would like your opinion. In my introduction I told you all the things that I like to do. But am not sure whether I should be doing more than that. Am I missing out on something by having long periods of playtime. I like reading and discussion and this is a good thing for me. I tried volunteering as a tutor,visiting the sick, and supervising kids but I just did not fit in for a number of reasons. I was considering starting another motorcycle club because of the comradeship but I usually end up in trouble in some capacity on all fronts. Suggestions!!!
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Post by buttercup on Sept 22, 2010 14:07:37 GMT -6
Forgot to say Hail Satanis. Me bad
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Post by andrewbloodworth on Sept 24, 2010 8:00:42 GMT -6
hello i'm andrew, and i new on here. got the cthulhu cult and liber a:o bibles and lfell in love with them. been into satanism roughly my whole life. always believe in reality as an illusion, as big vivid dream. everything about the cult i understood very well well. i enjoy working out, reading, evolving. always moving forward and very excited about the cult of cthulhu. ia ia cthulhu fhtagn
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Post by andrewbloodworth on Sept 24, 2010 8:39:23 GMT -6
sorry but my caps button not working. getting it fixed today
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Post by buttercup on Sept 24, 2010 17:12:18 GMT -6
Boksmutant, You quoted part of my post. Evidently it was something you wanted to comment on. I would like to hear your response. Hail Satanis !
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