Post by quantumtraveler on Sept 7, 2010 23:11:43 GMT -6
Ok, first off I want to post something that I originally wrote on the Cult of Cthulhu Ning sometime ago but I though it was going to be deleted in a short period of time from that point so I saved all of my blog posts! This one entails my childhood and a very possible Call from Great Cthulhu!
My Childhood and Our Loathsomely Green Lord! Posted by Serbahk Nect on May 29, 2010 at 10:12pm
Ave Ego,
When I was around the ages of 5 and 8 I had a recurring dream - nightmare really. Like many of my dreams it felt real. I would come out of my room (on the one side there was my room, my sister's room then my parent's room all leading away from mine which was the closest to the front door. The bathroom was exactly opposite of my sister's bedroom)to see the bathroom gleaming with this radiation like, green lumination. This eldritch verde was not the most horrifying aspect of the dream, there crawling out of the toilet was a giant octopus tentacle. It was coming after me and a few times it got me but I woke up or at least forgot what happened next. I believe this to be a childhood connection to Cthulhu and/or the other Old Ones. As our High Priest says on more than one occasion our Drowned Lord's presence is foul and rot wrenching. To a child and in dreams what would be a better symbol of waste, filth, germs, bacteria etc. than the toilet or maybe the trash can. Cthulhu is depicted with tentacles like a squid or octopus along with the element of water or the sea. To many kids they get the idea in their heads that the water in a toilet goes to the sea when flushed, I know I did. The green illumination and radiation is obvious representations of Cthulhu. He also contacted me in a dream which would signify Cthulhu. I never once heard of H.P. Lovecraft let alone read any of his or correlating stories. It is possible I saw an octopus or squid on the Discovery Channel or saw a movie about one of them. Even if I did why would there be a green illumination? Was this Cthulhu's way of saying that it is Him?
I would like to hear your opinions, especially that of our High Priest Venger As'Nas Satanis.
Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn!!
I would also like to say that I started to read more thoroughly an article, "Dark Pursuits Bathed In Fire" and realized that I, as a Cthulhu Cultist (Herald of the Old Gods) I should pursue the LHP more abruptly! I have said in the past that I accept certain aspects of both the LHP and RHP but also use alternative views with them but with my basic philosophy I believe it is crucial to venture down a path, even a path you don't fully accept in every possible way, and see where you truly stand! I had a distaste for the LHP but now I am seeing it as a way to express myself. I have been holding things in for so long that maybe the Cult of Cthulhu was sent my way to help teach me to liberate myself from this Prison! I am intended to, in the long run, acquaint myself better with the LHP in theory and practice!
Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn!
When the Stars are Right, Awake!
My Childhood and Our Loathsomely Green Lord! Posted by Serbahk Nect on May 29, 2010 at 10:12pm
Ave Ego,
When I was around the ages of 5 and 8 I had a recurring dream - nightmare really. Like many of my dreams it felt real. I would come out of my room (on the one side there was my room, my sister's room then my parent's room all leading away from mine which was the closest to the front door. The bathroom was exactly opposite of my sister's bedroom)to see the bathroom gleaming with this radiation like, green lumination. This eldritch verde was not the most horrifying aspect of the dream, there crawling out of the toilet was a giant octopus tentacle. It was coming after me and a few times it got me but I woke up or at least forgot what happened next. I believe this to be a childhood connection to Cthulhu and/or the other Old Ones. As our High Priest says on more than one occasion our Drowned Lord's presence is foul and rot wrenching. To a child and in dreams what would be a better symbol of waste, filth, germs, bacteria etc. than the toilet or maybe the trash can. Cthulhu is depicted with tentacles like a squid or octopus along with the element of water or the sea. To many kids they get the idea in their heads that the water in a toilet goes to the sea when flushed, I know I did. The green illumination and radiation is obvious representations of Cthulhu. He also contacted me in a dream which would signify Cthulhu. I never once heard of H.P. Lovecraft let alone read any of his or correlating stories. It is possible I saw an octopus or squid on the Discovery Channel or saw a movie about one of them. Even if I did why would there be a green illumination? Was this Cthulhu's way of saying that it is Him?
I would like to hear your opinions, especially that of our High Priest Venger As'Nas Satanis.
Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn!!
I would also like to say that I started to read more thoroughly an article, "Dark Pursuits Bathed In Fire" and realized that I, as a Cthulhu Cultist (Herald of the Old Gods) I should pursue the LHP more abruptly! I have said in the past that I accept certain aspects of both the LHP and RHP but also use alternative views with them but with my basic philosophy I believe it is crucial to venture down a path, even a path you don't fully accept in every possible way, and see where you truly stand! I had a distaste for the LHP but now I am seeing it as a way to express myself. I have been holding things in for so long that maybe the Cult of Cthulhu was sent my way to help teach me to liberate myself from this Prison! I am intended to, in the long run, acquaint myself better with the LHP in theory and practice!
Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn!
When the Stars are Right, Awake!