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Post by nyarlathotep2007 on Jan 31, 2010 21:23:57 GMT -6
I attained voidal gnosis. How do I utilize it?
Ia! Ia! Cthulhu fhtagn!
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Post by I AM the Way on Feb 4, 2010 21:28:53 GMT -6
This is a transcript from an IM conversation between myself and James Campbell also known as Nyarlathotep2007, as well as, a few other aliases on these discussion boards.
I thought it would be illuminating for Cultists and prospective Cultists alike. Read it and if you can see your own self within these words, then mark this lesson well.
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I have a question.
I posted it on the forum but nobody has answered it.
I've already attained voidal gnosis.
But I don't know how to utilize it.
What chapter should I read out of Cthulhu Cult to cover this?
Sooooo.
What should I do about it?
Hello?
In those times, few and far between which they must be, you may do as you like. That is the point.
Ah.
Well the catch is I already had attained it and it is sustaining.
I'll respond at length on the forum.
Very doubtful.
I just wasn't sure what to do with it once I had learned to sustain it.
Its still true though.
Are you Awake now? And if so, then how do you account for it and for yourself?
A gnositc master told me that once a person's mind attains voidal gnosis, their mind remains blank.
More like I am one with the void.
Not blank, clear!
Well, the thoughts are gone.
No thoughts arise from my heart or anything.
Thoughts must be open, not gone.
Well they are gone.
I found a way to quiet my mind.
Tied in with occult gnosis.
I don't think you have understood and must start again from the beginning.
No.
I understand.
What is your chief feature?
Its just that my mind actually is voidal now.
I tend to operate with it best when I practice chaos magick.
That is a fabrication told to you by one of your mechanical 'I's.
What I mean is, it generates the most power that way.
You have no control, you cannot do. You have nothing, you are nothing. Start with that.
But my mind is already in a clear, voidal state.
I just am not sure how to utilize it.
You don't know how to utilize it because you're not there yet.
That is proof enough that you are not Awake.
Well I'm almost there because I can sustain it.
What you are sustaining is not it.
Emptiness is not clarity.
Observe yourself, how you are a machine, not how you are almost a God. Realize your chief feature, that is your greatest obstacle; the thing which prevents you from becoming the void. It is different for everyone. Focus on all you do wrong before you congratulate yourself for all your illusory accomplishments.
The only thing I can consider as being an obstacle is that I'm addicted to porn.
That's it.
Then you do not see yourself well enough.
Begin with self-observation.
No I'm serious.
That's all.
I've noticed everything about me.
That's it.
No, you haven't.
Yes I have.
There is no other things.
Who knows more of the Work, James. You or I?
You or I?
I'd rather not comment on that.
Then, I believe I have nothing more to say about your involvement in the Cthulhu Cult. Good night.
I never said that I knew more than you do about it.
I said, good night.
Awake!
Venger As'Nas Satanis
Cult of Cthulhu High Priest
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Feb 5, 2010 5:26:55 GMT -6
Wow! That's deep! I'm not even going to pretend to know what voidal gnosis even means! I thought that I knew a lot about the occult when I joined this group, but I can clearly see that I don't know shit from shinola compared to most of the members here.
When I started studying the Left Handed Path, I was thirteen yrs old and that was a looong time ago! Resource materials were extremely limited back then and the Internet didn't even exist.
I think that is part of becoming Awake is admitting to ourselves that we don't know what we once thought we did. I reallize my shortcomings in the knowledge area and am admitting it openly here and now. But I have increased my knowledge so much since joining this group. Gaining knowledge of the existence of certain books that are now available easily through the internet has helped a lot but posts by members here have helped me learn even more and I am extremely thankful for that!
Awake!
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Post by K'zin Z'tari on Feb 5, 2010 6:25:29 GMT -6
Hahahahahaha
That just made my day
When the stars are right
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Post by Shaz'rahjeem on Feb 11, 2010 8:10:58 GMT -6
haha...
his mind is void alright ill give him that. ;D
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Post by nyarlathotep2007 on Feb 11, 2010 17:51:04 GMT -6
haha... his mind is void alright ill give him that. ;D This coming from a guy who doesn't even know what E=MC2 means and I do. E = Energy M = Mass C = Current Energy = Mass X Squared Current As for you Venger for having the balls to post a private conversation on the internet, you are no different than Ken Bullard. As far as I am concerned, you and this whole group can take it and shove it. I quit. I'm tired of you all black-guarding me when I am just sharing my knowledge, working on the Work, and joking around. If you've got nothing better to do, then your lives are in a very sorry state as it is. Know why people pick at others? Because they're not satisfied with their own damn lives. Goodbye! I'll be sure to tell everyone what a useless group you have. Cult of Cthulhu.....ha! Awake! |
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Post by egodiabolus on Feb 12, 2010 9:00:11 GMT -6
One of my hangers-on from the past, back when I tolerated such people, found it difficult to maintain a relationship. He was always moaning about how these different women just "didn't get" him, or "didn't appreciate" him, regardless of how senseless or moronic his behavior was (and it was truly senseless and moronic). It was never his issues, always there issues.
When this was pointed out to him, that perhaps, as his behavior in each of these situations was consistent, the behaviors should be questioned and not the many women who seemed to agree that these behaviors were undesirable, he sometimes would agree initially with the statement. Later, though, he reverted to his standard behaviors and added the source of such wisdom to the list of people that did not get him.
And, I am not talking about a little weirdness here and there, or a radical philosophical viewpoint. I am talking about buffoonishness of epic proportions.
Mr. Campbell seems to have experienced what has occurred in this forum in other forums. He mentions that:
As for you Venger for having the balls to post a private conversation on the internet, you are no different than Ken Bullard.
So, we can assume that this has happened to him at least once before. I have to ask, James, is it everyone else, or is it just you?
I am all for doing your own thing, tuning in to a different part of the melody of Azathoth and dancing to your own song. If that is your goal, then fine and good. But, clearly, you goal is acceptance and validation from communities like the Cult of Cthulhu. That requires stemming your solipsistic expectations of others and being prepared for a critical review of your statements. Acceptance is achieved through understanding, so if no one can understand you, they will not be able to accept you.
You have claimed to have raised yourself from the dead and to have become a vampire. You have offered to sell the "Mark of the Beast" of Christian mythology to the members of this forum and stated that you have been personally authorized to do so by Lucifer himself. You have claimed to have achieved a mental state that takes most years to understand, let alone accomplish.
Most astonishing of all, you have made all these claims without providing a shred of evidence, expecting everyone to take your claims purely on faith.
With such an impressive list of accomplishments, I would think that validating your claims would be simple, but there-in lies our problem, yes?
I am not writing this for you, Mr. Campbell, even though we all know that you will not go away. You will instead just create another identity for this forum and soon make some radical and unsubstantiated statement about your talents or experiences. The Great Beasts that wander these woods will no doubt attract parasites. I am writing this for everyone else, so that your example might be a tool to teach others.
You want to be a valid part of this organization. It seems we are making you a prime bad-example. You may thank us if you wish.
Awake!
Ego Diabolus
Priest of R'lyeh
Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by Shaz'rahjeem on Feb 17, 2010 4:09:24 GMT -6
haha... his mind is void alright ill give him that. ;D This coming from a guy who doesn't even know what E=MC2 means and I do. E = Energy M = Mass C = Current Energy = Mass X Squared Current As for you Venger for having the balls to post a private conversation on the internet, you are no different than Ken Bullard. As far as I am concerned, you and this whole group can take it and shove it. I quit. I'm tired of you all black-guarding me when I am just sharing my knowledge, working on the Work, and joking around. If you've got nothing better to do, then your lives are in a very sorry state as it is. Know why people pick at others? Because they're not satisfied with their own damn lives. Goodbye! I'll be sure to tell everyone what a useless group you have. Cult of Cthulhu.....ha! Awake! if the e=mc2 remark is related to an old post of mine then that is probably correct. i didn't know, but being 'unsatisfied with my useless damn self' i endeavored to find out. Further more i still fail to see the relevance. Perhaps people pick at others because they can already tell that there is little chance of actually pushing something worth while into there brain. And you strike me as someone who's self-confidence, maybe just arrogance, is render any education effort futile. This is shown in your conversation with Lord Satanis. Ia Ia Cthulhu fhtagn |
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Post by egodiabolus on Feb 17, 2010 9:02:14 GMT -6
haha... his mind is void alright ill give him that. ;D This coming from a guy who doesn't even know what E=MC2 means and I do. E = Energy M = Mass C = Current Energy = Mass X Squared Current
Shaz'rahjeem, do not let this bother you. Mr. Campbell is also wrong about the equation.
E=MC (squared)
E is energy measured in Joules.
M is Mass measured in kilograms.
C is CONSTANT. Einstein theorized the that speed of light is always the same in a vacuum. Thus Mass multiplied by the Constant speed of light squared (299,792,458 meters per second) equals energy measured in Joules.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mass%E2%80%93energy_equivalence
This is a small example of where Mr. Campbell failed... the ability to provide simple evidence to support his claims.
By His loathsome tentacles!
Ego Diabolus
Priest of R'lyeh
Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by I AM the Way on Feb 17, 2010 12:14:04 GMT -6
Yeah, I had a feeling that was wrong, but by then I had had enough of that guy. A glorious riddance to him!
I think you mean Lord Satanis. Re-visit the new forum rules if you don't know what I'm referring to.
When the stars are right,
Venger As'Nas Satanis
Cult of Cthulhu High Priest
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Post by Shaz'rahjeem on Feb 17, 2010 17:34:46 GMT -6
My bad. Old habbits.
i understand the need for formality. I've changed it.
Awake!
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