Post by jameson on Mar 18, 2008 17:49:02 GMT -6
As I sat in the car daydreaming and reflecting on my phobias,I realized fear closes a man of to the world distancing himself from it.It compresses the sphere of existence shrinking it.
I am aware I am one type of man.I know that the fourth way teachings cause one to remember oneself and become aware of the negative Is that may restrict the sphere around a person.I also have determined that the left hand path and right hand path both quest for the same thing in different ways;expansion of the person's sphere of power or consciousness.
I propose a 3rd path,I call it such because it is not parallel to anything I have seen thus far.I am quite sane and have composure of myself for the moment so don't think me insane as I usually am.I propose closing this sphere of consciousness,influence power.There are two reasons why I choose this path I concocted.I believe that if a person will,sphere of power,desire etc is compressed enough,the outer world we live in will cease to maintain relevance.He or she will be unable to see anything outside of themselves.
I learned when I am most fearful,I hide within my imagination or in examining my own mental processes,two things that I hold dear to me.The world around me ceases to exist.I choose ignorance and thus am the only thing that exist.When I am more relaxed I tend to venture out and expand.
The ignorance I speak of is a desire not to explore anything outside of the self.To restrict movements and actions and choices.How taboo a selective ignorance is to the occult population.The point is to push the mind until the world is nil and the world within ones own mind is a fixation.
What do I plan to gain from this fixation?An almost mechanical view of self which I will need to propel me to another goal I hold dear which many of you know all too well.
I wonder if one compresses one view enough,if a Big Bang like scenario will occur and everything will burst outward.
Until my reptoid brothers disembowel and feed me to their draconic overlord,I shall be here experimenting.
I am aware I am one type of man.I know that the fourth way teachings cause one to remember oneself and become aware of the negative Is that may restrict the sphere around a person.I also have determined that the left hand path and right hand path both quest for the same thing in different ways;expansion of the person's sphere of power or consciousness.
I propose a 3rd path,I call it such because it is not parallel to anything I have seen thus far.I am quite sane and have composure of myself for the moment so don't think me insane as I usually am.I propose closing this sphere of consciousness,influence power.There are two reasons why I choose this path I concocted.I believe that if a person will,sphere of power,desire etc is compressed enough,the outer world we live in will cease to maintain relevance.He or she will be unable to see anything outside of themselves.
I learned when I am most fearful,I hide within my imagination or in examining my own mental processes,two things that I hold dear to me.The world around me ceases to exist.I choose ignorance and thus am the only thing that exist.When I am more relaxed I tend to venture out and expand.
The ignorance I speak of is a desire not to explore anything outside of the self.To restrict movements and actions and choices.How taboo a selective ignorance is to the occult population.The point is to push the mind until the world is nil and the world within ones own mind is a fixation.
What do I plan to gain from this fixation?An almost mechanical view of self which I will need to propel me to another goal I hold dear which many of you know all too well.
I wonder if one compresses one view enough,if a Big Bang like scenario will occur and everything will burst outward.
Until my reptoid brothers disembowel and feed me to their draconic overlord,I shall be here experimenting.