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Post by aceofspades83 on Jul 15, 2022 10:27:10 GMT -6
Hey guys. Venger Satanis how are you?
To everyone else, my legal name is Heath, a 39 year old transsexual/transgender male. I have grown and developed, and changed.
I first met Venger as Derrick when he first started the Cult of Cthulhu and we met because we had a similar perceptive. I'm not sure how he's doing now, I'm assuming he's still alive and dealing with mundane activities.
As for me, I became aware of something else at 17 years old, exiting out of Christianity and explored Wicca in my younger years and I noticed I still felt depressed, I only turned to Wicca because I had still believed in "God" , that changed. I turned 18 and got fed up felt something was missing. I ignorantly subconsciously believed in the Devil so I made a "pact". I wanted a girlfriend at the time yes I ended up getting one but I was lead down a path I never thought I'd be at. One I explored Kabalah, runes, and other magical systems. But before I explored other paths I picked up the Satanic Bible....that's when I led to know more about Satan. Satan is "real" but within us. It's an atheist/theistic dichotomy, sorta. It was like my "higher self" or an unseen force leading me. The way to freedom. A libretaor so to speak.
So at some point I decided to create the Order of the Old Ones. It's still in existence I just haven't had time to make website but will eventually. I'll post more about it. The Order was supposed to be a branch of the Cthulhu Cult but I been out of touch and I felt the need to reach out again.
So I feel the nameless Things and tentacles reach out and guide me again. A pivotal point of awakening in my life.
The Old Ones are harelding their return!
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Post by setibelial on Oct 6, 2022 1:35:07 GMT -6
He's gone from here and the Cult. I just rejoined the Forum myself after 10 years. I have also started a School called "The Temple Of Yogsothoth". It's a small Group so far but some forthcoming Publications are coming out this year.
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Post by setibelial on Oct 6, 2022 1:35:41 GMT -6
He's gone from here and the Cult. I just rejoined the Forum myself after 10 years. I have also started a School called "The Temple Of Yogsothoth". It's a small Group so far but some forthcoming Publications are coming out this year.
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