Post by Madguten on May 12, 2007 3:56:15 GMT -6
What dark entities or names have been "important" to you during your time as a living mammal here on planet earth so far?
Here is my list, these are only those that in a sense follow me around the world without books or grimoires, these are mine as much as i am theirs.
1) Satan. (Rebel, Accuser)
2) Lucifer. (Enlightenment)
3) Baphomet. (Nature)
4) Cthulhu. (The End)
5) Anubis. (Guardian)
6) Kali. (Death)
7) Pazuzu. (Giver/Taker)
8) Dagon. (Ancient God)
9) Azazel. (Desert Goat Demon)
I have probably left out something important, but if i added any more right now i would just be thinking of the names i know, not those who has been there in some way or the other throughout my life. Besides these, one of the important names of my life is Madguten, a purple werewolf (sometimes a yellow dragon) that haunted my dreams throughout my childhood until it finally caught me one day. Never dreamt of it since. It sounds stupid as hell with a purple wolf but after reading Lovecraft i realized i had my own strange dream phenomena and after that i have celebrated the persona of Madguten as mine. After all i dreamt it. The last dream where he caught me, he chased me around a school building complex. He was on the roof and i was on the ground. No matter where i ran he was right there on top of the roof. Finally i tried to run away from the school and he jumped down and caught me. He stood in front of me with his arm reached out, and tried to get me to trust him. I eventually did and when my hand reached his, he grabbed it and doing so he stuck one of his claws through my thumb. Then i woke up. The thing is i always woke up from dreams when i died in them, many times i even committed suicide in dreams to escape horror, knowing that i would wake up if i died. I remember one time i jumped down a staircase twice before i landed on my neck and woke up. That time it was to escape a giant yellow Godzilla like dragon that was killing everybody right and left, this dragon i also called Madguten (Mahd-gutthan). Im stil psycho analyzing it, maybe i will forever. My newest thought on the subject is that the purple wolf man was more like a purple fox man. I think he was to delicate in appearance and to cunning in approach to be a wolf. I havent dreamt about this since i was like eight or something like that.
Here is my list, these are only those that in a sense follow me around the world without books or grimoires, these are mine as much as i am theirs.
1) Satan. (Rebel, Accuser)
2) Lucifer. (Enlightenment)
3) Baphomet. (Nature)
4) Cthulhu. (The End)
5) Anubis. (Guardian)
6) Kali. (Death)
7) Pazuzu. (Giver/Taker)
8) Dagon. (Ancient God)
9) Azazel. (Desert Goat Demon)
I have probably left out something important, but if i added any more right now i would just be thinking of the names i know, not those who has been there in some way or the other throughout my life. Besides these, one of the important names of my life is Madguten, a purple werewolf (sometimes a yellow dragon) that haunted my dreams throughout my childhood until it finally caught me one day. Never dreamt of it since. It sounds stupid as hell with a purple wolf but after reading Lovecraft i realized i had my own strange dream phenomena and after that i have celebrated the persona of Madguten as mine. After all i dreamt it. The last dream where he caught me, he chased me around a school building complex. He was on the roof and i was on the ground. No matter where i ran he was right there on top of the roof. Finally i tried to run away from the school and he jumped down and caught me. He stood in front of me with his arm reached out, and tried to get me to trust him. I eventually did and when my hand reached his, he grabbed it and doing so he stuck one of his claws through my thumb. Then i woke up. The thing is i always woke up from dreams when i died in them, many times i even committed suicide in dreams to escape horror, knowing that i would wake up if i died. I remember one time i jumped down a staircase twice before i landed on my neck and woke up. That time it was to escape a giant yellow Godzilla like dragon that was killing everybody right and left, this dragon i also called Madguten (Mahd-gutthan). Im stil psycho analyzing it, maybe i will forever. My newest thought on the subject is that the purple wolf man was more like a purple fox man. I think he was to delicate in appearance and to cunning in approach to be a wolf. I havent dreamt about this since i was like eight or something like that.