Post by Deleted on Sept 25, 2012 7:20:30 GMT -6
Sorry if this post upsets anyone, but it must also be understood that in order to be complete, all facets of life must be addressed and exposed and most importantly, observed to that they can be more properly understood.
There's something true, here...
Well, the sub-space is cool for a few minutes, it looks like a drug but you are soon back to your prison, with wounded testicles (isn't it dangerous BTW ?)... You should always remember yourself, and work at this in priority because eventually you will have better. I experienced this, much better than your sub-space :
It was on the eve of christmas. All the preparations for dinner had been finished, the children playing with my wife. I sat meditating and self-remembering for a few minutes, realizing how happy I was that I have "everything" : although I cannot consider myself rich, me & my family lack for nothing. We enjoy a good health, I have a job with a decent income, a beautiful wife and three healthy children...
But most of all, I have myself and I have the void. It struck me that it is the only important thing - for I will always have all that I need, as long as, from time to time I am Awake.
Then, I focused on self-remembering and it happened. How to describe it? The word I will use is orgasm. But it was not physical at all, yet different from a mental impulse... there was a feeling of triumph!
It was me. An incredibly pleasant state of permanent self-remembering with no effort at all to be fully conscious of myself and of my surrounding, so much that there was little difference between my body and the rest of the room : When I remember this moment I see me from outside.
What a supernatural mixture of happiness, self-remembering, and consciousness. I stood up, walked around. I insist, the most spectacular was the obvious mindfulness. I was immersed in it with no effort at all and fully master of my thoughts. One more thing : It was obvious, too, that reality was mine... that I could achieve what I wanted.
Indeed, this state of being is really as different as the second state is different from physical sleep! Yeah, for the first time I knew that I was Awake!
As expected, it didn't last long, maybe three minutes. Another minute of intermediate state and I was back in my pitiful "normal" state.
Yrreiht.
Remember yourself, for the emerald kingdom is at hand !