Post by nyarlathotep2007 on Sept 2, 2012 21:42:55 GMT -6
Death’s Embrace
We held each other so often too,
Your blue eyes like the ocean true.
Your long tan hair like the sand on a beach,
Your skin as tan as the sand of a desert.
We held each other, we kissed, we loved,
I wish I never met you,
Because all I see is you.
Every woman I see,
Every caress I feel,
Every sent of roses reminds me of thee.
You was my first,
But not my last.
I wish this pain would somehow pass.
I tried to move on.
I tried to give up.
I tried to die,
To end this pain.
It still did not work,
It still did not succeed.
No matter the woman, you are all I see.
I cut my wrists,
I poison myself.
I try not to hurt,
But that is all I feel.
Everyone says,
“Stay away from her!”
Everyone says,
“All he wants is sex.”
Why is this pain never going to end?
Why am I not meant to die,
And yet live without you.
I drank poisons,
I tried to cheat death.
Hoping the pain would go away.
Hoping the pain would end.
Yet even in death’s cold embrace,
I still remember the first time we met.
My teeth are hollowed,
Like a bat’s.
Blood is what I crave.
Sunlight makes me sick.
I pass out when I go on holy ground,
Why go to God if you can’t be there?
Why try to love if it is not you?
Why try to care if it is not you?
Garlic hurts me,
I caught porphyria.
Had since I was a child,
But it laid asleep until I hit puberty.
Why should I care, if it is not about you?
Why should I love, if it is not you?
You will always be the object of my love.
Even if I have to break down the gates of Hell,
Just to reach thee once more.
I would rather cross oceans of time with you,
Than to live forevermore without thy tender touch.
AWAKE
We held each other so often too,
Your blue eyes like the ocean true.
Your long tan hair like the sand on a beach,
Your skin as tan as the sand of a desert.
We held each other, we kissed, we loved,
I wish I never met you,
Because all I see is you.
Every woman I see,
Every caress I feel,
Every sent of roses reminds me of thee.
You was my first,
But not my last.
I wish this pain would somehow pass.
I tried to move on.
I tried to give up.
I tried to die,
To end this pain.
It still did not work,
It still did not succeed.
No matter the woman, you are all I see.
I cut my wrists,
I poison myself.
I try not to hurt,
But that is all I feel.
Everyone says,
“Stay away from her!”
Everyone says,
“All he wants is sex.”
Why is this pain never going to end?
Why am I not meant to die,
And yet live without you.
I drank poisons,
I tried to cheat death.
Hoping the pain would go away.
Hoping the pain would end.
Yet even in death’s cold embrace,
I still remember the first time we met.
My teeth are hollowed,
Like a bat’s.
Blood is what I crave.
Sunlight makes me sick.
I pass out when I go on holy ground,
Why go to God if you can’t be there?
Why try to love if it is not you?
Why try to care if it is not you?
Garlic hurts me,
I caught porphyria.
Had since I was a child,
But it laid asleep until I hit puberty.
Why should I care, if it is not about you?
Why should I love, if it is not you?
You will always be the object of my love.
Even if I have to break down the gates of Hell,
Just to reach thee once more.
I would rather cross oceans of time with you,
Than to live forevermore without thy tender touch.
AWAKE