Kai'Sigth
Novitiate
Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Aug 16, 2012 18:43:35 GMT -6
It's been a couple of years, but the Call has returned and I am answering it once again, this time without fear. Some may remember me, most won't.
I am Kai'Sigth. I've been in these forums before and I seek to return here and join in. I've walked a long and mutli-journeyed path of self-exploration into the Occult, Paganism, and mysticism.
I am here to learn more and connect with others. The CoC is a great organization, one I've been drawn to since I first heard of it. I regrettable let the opinion of others influence the choices I've made in the past. No longer shall I.
If there is one thing that this organization has taught me (and which has always, ALWAYS stuck with me) is that "Belief is Reality".
I hope to learn more and become a valued member of this organization.
When the Stars Are Right!
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Kai'Sigth
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Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
Posts: 10
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Aug 16, 2012 19:48:40 GMT -6
I left the Cult of Cthulhu in January of 2011 because of my personal life... I was afraid of driving a certain person in my life away with my interests in the Occult. I no longer have to worry about this as this person has since relaxed on the issue. I've never kept the CoC far from my thoughts, even holding on to the bibles after trashing all of my other LHP/Occult books (I miss my SB ). I hope I can re-establish myself here after my absence for so long. I have a lot of catching up to do! Hail Satanis!
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Post by shawnhartnell on Aug 17, 2012 12:45:48 GMT -6
Welcome back, whoever you are.
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Kai'Sigth
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Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Aug 17, 2012 14:51:09 GMT -6
Thanks. Your name seems familiar. I think we have a few common friends on Facebook. Anyway, I can see that many of the people who were most active within these forums when I was last here are no longer around as much. So, I don't expect anyone to remember me at all.
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Post by shawnhartnell on Aug 17, 2012 15:04:30 GMT -6
That makes this a great opportunity to define yourself as you are now because nobody's expecting you to be what you were.
BTW, what's your name mean?
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Kai'Sigth
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Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Aug 17, 2012 15:13:22 GMT -6
Excellent point, one I usually forget... even in other aspects of my life. I moved to New England in November of 2010 and probably could have done well to remember that.
Anyway, nows my opportunity to re-invent myself within the organization.
My name means "Nightmarish Madness" in Viridian.
Ia! Ia! Cthulhu fhtagn!
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Post by sin on Aug 17, 2012 19:47:34 GMT -6
I remember you. Welcome back. The authentic outsider can wade through the constant outside influence to paint your reality. Your reality is your own, its for you to build and rise triumphantly.
When the stars are right...
Priestess of R'lyeh Cora'Sahn
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Kai'Sigth
Novitiate
Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
Posts: 10
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Aug 17, 2012 20:08:33 GMT -6
I remember you. Welcome back. The authentic outsider can wade through the constant outside influence to paint your reality. Your reality is your own, its for you to build and rise triumphantly.
When the stars are right...
Priestess of R'lyeh Cora'Sahn
Thanks. I agree with you completely. It's taken me awhile to really learn how to "paint my own reality" as you put it. My biggest fault in the past was ever letting anyone influence what path I followed and that has thankfully come to an end in my life. I cared too much what others would think of me and I let fear control me. Alas, It's a lesson learned better late than never... By His loathsome tentacles!
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Post by tiswas on Oct 13, 2012 14:47:02 GMT -6
Welcome back in, but a simple 'Fuck Off' to that person would of been apt to get rid of It. Anyway the call is strong and I was in the same boat too.
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