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Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Jul 11, 2012 22:09:10 GMT -6
I had a disturbing realization yesterday night... I realized that I want my father to hurt! I want him to understand that he has lost his only son forever and that if he actually committed suicide because of it, that would just make me ecstatic... Am I some sort of monster now? I mean, I don't want to kill him, but at the same time, his misery would bring me great joy!
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Post by asbestos26 on Jul 12, 2012 7:17:25 GMT -6
i dont think being mad makes you a monster. after a few months of not talking to hm im sure he would make amends
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Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Jul 16, 2012 13:42:21 GMT -6
I'm not interested in making amends... That's why I changed my phone number and did everything possible to make it difficult for him to get a hold of me or even know where I am... This is the end!
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Post by I AM the Way on Jul 16, 2012 19:52:03 GMT -6
Just let it go.
Awake!
VS
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Post by sin on Jul 17, 2012 21:07:35 GMT -6
^ THIS.
I'm not sure what's going on in your personal life Donnie, but this sort of attachment tends to fester. Seems to have been going on for a few weeks now. At what point do you let it go?
CS
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Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Jul 17, 2012 22:05:46 GMT -6
You're right... I was doing the right thing all along wasn't I? I mean, by making communication difficult, if not impossible... I'm just gonna let this one fall to the wayside as it certainly has no place in my life now...
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Post by Timotheus Prophet of Darkness on Jul 19, 2012 14:51:39 GMT -6
You're right... I was doing the right thing all along wasn't I? I mean, by making communication difficult, if not impossible... I'm just gonna let this one fall to the wayside as it certainly has no place in my life now... My advice is from experience and is to let it go and try to fix things. I talked to my dad probably a hand full of times in my entire life not my adult life but my ENTIRE LIFE! Once i hit my teens i didn't even bother going to where he lived and trying to get to know him I was all like....EFF him he was never there for me form the start. Now thats he'd dead i wish I had taken the time to get to knwo him. trust me one your gone he'll wish what ever happened hadn't happened,or once he's gone you'll wish you had tried to mend things between you!
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