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Post by kalasto on Jun 29, 2012 9:15:34 GMT -6
So a while back I was driving from my new home to my apartment gathering things. My radio was out in my car and so it just kind of left me there with silence. Which to me was slightly odd, especially with me being an ex music major and all. After awhile of sitting there and driving my thoughts also became silent. Eventually only immediate goals became apparent, how could I drive more efficiently. How could i improve my relations with my friends and families. The strangest thought for me was when "how could I stop being afraid" appeared in my head. At first I was very disoriented by this thought. Me...afraid ha! Then a few seconds later another interesting thing appeared out of nowhere. There are three types of liars: Those who believe the lie foolishly, without question. Then there are those who question the lie, but do not go beyond that. Finally there are those who question the lie and challenge it, but they still go along with it. I don't truly understand if maybe my thoughts where just copying and pasting this information at the time, if its from something I read. I'm not even completely sure if the statements actually deal with liars altogether.
I just thought it was interesting and was wondering what others thought.
Ia cthulhu Kalasto
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Post by killerkitty on Jun 29, 2012 10:10:32 GMT -6
;DIt sounds to me like you became self-conscious there for awhile and your higher-self told you to work on that particular area in your life. It was a positive experience to have even if you did feel disheartened by it. Strangely, something almost exactly like your experience just happened to me too. I had to go out into the world and go somewhere and I was in my car,upset,shaky and very scared about the drive there and the drive back and I remembered the book The Fourth Way. I told myself that I was lying to myself about my fears that really I was not even there,it was an illusion. You know that helped me,it grounded me so much so that I stopped at a big store. I only go to little places. Now i'm home and i'm feeling a little more in control. I think like you I was self-conscious more than usual. Awake!
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Post by I AM the Way on Jul 1, 2012 7:06:35 GMT -6
This.
There's also a 4th possibility. Those who see the lie for what it is, question it, and overcome all things. Obviously, this is what Man #4 must work up to.
From now on, you should set time aside for Self-Remembering. If it's best done in silence, while you're physically doing simple tasks, in the shower, or working out, then so be it. Better seldom and at odd times than never at all. Now that you have a taste of higher consciousness, what will you do?
Awake!
Venger As'Nas Satanis Ipsissimus Cult of Cthulhu
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Post by kalasto on Jul 1, 2012 9:00:10 GMT -6
Thank you both killerkitty and Venger As'Nas Satanis for your input. I did go out and read a lot on the higher self in the past and I refreshed a bit after this post.
I guess just living as I do normally...I'm very chaotic, random,and confusing even to myself sometimes. Chaos to me was always the ultimate order. When I first started the fourth way and was trying to understand its teachings, It left me broken down. Obviously a lot of the things I was doing had no real purpose, or the purpose behind them has disgusted me. I often forget to remember my self. I get lost in all the people noise around me. I guess this is just something I have to practice/do more. (self remembering that is)
I like that addition to it. Guess six eyes are better than 2. Again, thank you both for your input. It was very helpful and I've gathered a lot of information from this.
Oh yeah its Sunday as well so...... Ia Ia Cthulhu fhtagn! Praise Cthulhu! Kalasto
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