Post by Yath'khiron666 on Jun 8, 2012 10:00:54 GMT -6
Hi All!
To cut a long story short: I have been interested in the Occult for about 14 years. From an early age though I always thought that there was more to this world than met the eye, but was unable to understand what it was or even what questions I should ask. We are forever going through the socialization process, until something happens and makes us jump of the merry-go-round. Some people wise up to this situation through their own discernment. However, most of us usually, only start asking the really big questions about our life and the world we live in and all what that entails. When we have suffered a major crises or trauma in our lives, such as: some one close to us dies, a serious accident, mugging, illness etc.
For myself I am an ex-soldier of the British Armed Forces and was in the Falklands War (1982), because of this experience I suffered PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) which is really just a umbrella term for a hole gamut of physical and mental health problems. Plus if there are other issues from or in your life you have not dealt with then they become part of the problem as-well. Moreover, it was not until 1995 that I sought professional help. By then my life had completely spiraled out of control.
So with that said, It is about 14 years since I became conscious or awakened to the so called "reality we live in". And a realization that I wanted as little interaction as possible, with those that hold to the popularly accepted world view. Though I am aware that there are times when I do need to interact with the world. This can not be avoided. But at least I think I am in more control of what passes through my senses. So much so I re-educated myself.
ia ia Cthulhu fhatgn!