Post by K'zin Z'tari on Apr 15, 2012 11:03:44 GMT -6
Ok I am going to start this and see what comes out of it
I suppose most of you know about the Sigil,it's origins and so on,but do you actually believe in it,do you think it's real,all what is behind it and so on and on.
And most of all,the most important thing,have you done the ritual,can you feel it at work in your life's,constantly at your back,breathing down your neck,can you feel it's magnificent power,has it brought any changes onto your life's ?
I believe in Kort'Thalis,I have done the ritual,and though I am far from completing my work and are still wandering,so many things have happened,things I can only relate to the ritual,like Master Satanis said"Try to look at it as an entity,constantly watching over you".
Well it was somewhere close to that,the words he said when I asked about it,and after much thought,I decided to do the ritual and take what would follow and it has not always been what I expected,but I am different,I have been on the path,working the Fourth was for long,mix this all together and I am today a powerful being,I can have the affect on people to come running to me,or run away from me,or just leave me alone,I have seen so many things and gained much,but there is still much to learn and much to do.
Today,I have come forward,I came here hiding the truth,but I was honest and when I spoke up,many followed,I saw much happen after I told the truth about what I do,and I never regretted it,I have gotten both understanding and support,which without I could not have been able to survive,the disasters I went through last year,but I was strong in spirit and I stood my ground and the terrible year of constant madness passed and I came out with a new hope,a light that shines and I revolve around it,it alone brings happiness to my mind,but before I had nothing.
Yes,to me Korthalis is very real and it watches over me every day,the spirit is not always pleased,but it has helped me through many hard times and brought me what I needed,when I needed it the most.
Awake
K'zin Z'tari