Post by jameson on Nov 15, 2006 21:36:49 GMT -6
I feel uncertain as to whether this thread belongs in this section.If it does not ,please feel free to move it.
I took a warm shower before going outside recently tonight with many ideas on pathworkings in my mind.As I remained in thought with a childish sense of enthusiasm,my body proceeded to dry and clothe me.
The catch is ,I did not for a second think about specifically getting dressed or drying myself off,it came as an animal may react to a bad wind,almost instinctive.
I realize the same thing now with everything from work,to tying shoes to resting and walking,its all effortless.I dont know whether this should feel problematic but this autopilot has acquired an eerie feel to it.For example while walking the streets I once had to focus all my energy on my surroundings when out at night,things would still however catch me by surprise.
Now however,I can walk around at night in dream and it seems as though something else takes over.Not even a leaf rolling harmlessly down the fall street goes undetected,my head will turn automatically and the mindset instantaneously becomes one of battle.I can only conclude that the body is like a computer whose movements and reactions may become programmed.Because I can not type I need to divide focus between the keyboard and my thoughts but had I learned to type ,there would exist no need for focus?
I wonder whether actions or gestures that bring about events and results may get programmed in a manner where magick becomes a reaction just like fight.I wonder also whether this type of programming puts one to sleep or remains insignificant.I realize if the mind focused on everything at once it would become overwhelmed and altered states or seizures would be the result.As such ,do we consider this programming sleeping?Or is the fourth way about re-programming negative traits for positive ones?
I took a warm shower before going outside recently tonight with many ideas on pathworkings in my mind.As I remained in thought with a childish sense of enthusiasm,my body proceeded to dry and clothe me.
The catch is ,I did not for a second think about specifically getting dressed or drying myself off,it came as an animal may react to a bad wind,almost instinctive.
I realize the same thing now with everything from work,to tying shoes to resting and walking,its all effortless.I dont know whether this should feel problematic but this autopilot has acquired an eerie feel to it.For example while walking the streets I once had to focus all my energy on my surroundings when out at night,things would still however catch me by surprise.
Now however,I can walk around at night in dream and it seems as though something else takes over.Not even a leaf rolling harmlessly down the fall street goes undetected,my head will turn automatically and the mindset instantaneously becomes one of battle.I can only conclude that the body is like a computer whose movements and reactions may become programmed.Because I can not type I need to divide focus between the keyboard and my thoughts but had I learned to type ,there would exist no need for focus?
I wonder whether actions or gestures that bring about events and results may get programmed in a manner where magick becomes a reaction just like fight.I wonder also whether this type of programming puts one to sleep or remains insignificant.I realize if the mind focused on everything at once it would become overwhelmed and altered states or seizures would be the result.As such ,do we consider this programming sleeping?Or is the fourth way about re-programming negative traits for positive ones?