Post by Deleted on Dec 4, 2010 13:43:54 GMT -6
Please let me tell you again about my story, I assume it is interesting because of quick changes after a long sleep.
I searched "the truth" all my life, neglecting and forgetting my material situation and emotional gratifications. I studied philosophy, christianity, buddhism, deism, paganism, satanism, and after 25 years of research and studies I achieved my journey here : since a few months I'm a Cultist of Cthulhu.
And here I was, trapped in a mediocre material situation and in a pitiful emotional situation, with "logically" little possibilities of amelioration.
But things are moving, changing around me as never before. I'm not using magic for that, I'm Working and struggling to awake, nothing more but nothing less.
As I am changing of paradigm, as I am more aware, things and situations are changing by themselves, unexpectedly. For the best so far, and sometimes it's impressive.
This led me to a theory and to the pictures as illustration : gravity and alteration of space. As human knowledge of physic is nearing the absolute, it can be used for a real understanding of the universe.
Just by being present, an object is distorting the space, it has been proved !
I think it is the same on the "spiritual plane". By raising above mechanicity, by being present, aware, you are indeed existing on the "spiritual plane" and so automatically altering the universe.
As I spent a lot of time daydreaming, I complained that peoples were not paying attention enough to me and to my requests. As I'm awakening, peoples are often doing what I want before I ask them. Is charisma being awake ?
Now is the moment of Awakening.
P.S.
And now at least for a few minutes you should stop reading this forum, remember yourself and awake !
I searched "the truth" all my life, neglecting and forgetting my material situation and emotional gratifications. I studied philosophy, christianity, buddhism, deism, paganism, satanism, and after 25 years of research and studies I achieved my journey here : since a few months I'm a Cultist of Cthulhu.
And here I was, trapped in a mediocre material situation and in a pitiful emotional situation, with "logically" little possibilities of amelioration.
But things are moving, changing around me as never before. I'm not using magic for that, I'm Working and struggling to awake, nothing more but nothing less.
As I am changing of paradigm, as I am more aware, things and situations are changing by themselves, unexpectedly. For the best so far, and sometimes it's impressive.
This led me to a theory and to the pictures as illustration : gravity and alteration of space. As human knowledge of physic is nearing the absolute, it can be used for a real understanding of the universe.
Just by being present, an object is distorting the space, it has been proved !
I think it is the same on the "spiritual plane". By raising above mechanicity, by being present, aware, you are indeed existing on the "spiritual plane" and so automatically altering the universe.
As I spent a lot of time daydreaming, I complained that peoples were not paying attention enough to me and to my requests. As I'm awakening, peoples are often doing what I want before I ask them. Is charisma being awake ?
Now is the moment of Awakening.
P.S.
And now at least for a few minutes you should stop reading this forum, remember yourself and awake !