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Post by loke on Jul 20, 2010 7:31:45 GMT -6
There's a problem which appear, when I am afflicted with my most intense moments of despair. When I forget myself and let total sorrow take over, a wave of destruction upon that which I touch. This can happen to all sorts of things, I'll speak of electronic devices and machines. They can overheat, explode, become infected, or cease to work (these type of occurrences). This has happened for many years. Though now, all the more extreme. I have to be very careful of things, when I fall deepest into such a mood. The only possible way to repair anything, if it can be repaired, I have to remember myself and snap out of it. It is becoming more clear to me since I am now in This Cult. High Priest Satanis tells us to remember ourselves, and this is of utmost importance. Self remembrance must be remembered. Remembering to save the most horrid, hopeless, thoughts of despicable despair, for the appropriate time and/or place. Where they can be used where destruction is needed, and not wasted on that which we wish not to be destroyed.
AWAKE!!!!
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Jul 20, 2010 7:38:04 GMT -6
There's a problem which appear, when I am afflicted with my most intense moments of despair. When I forget myself and let total sorrow take over, a wave of destruction upon that which I touch. This can happen to all sorts of things, I'll speak of electronic devices and machines. They can overheat, explode, become infected, or cease to work (these type of occurrences). This has happened for many years. Though now, all the more extreme. I have to be very careful of things, when I fall deepest into such a mood. The only possible way to repair anything, if it can be repaired, I have to remember myself and snap out of it. It is becoming more clear to me since I am now in This Cult. High Priest Satanis tells us to remember ourselves, and this is of utmost importance. Self remembrance must be remembered. Remembering to save the most horrid, hopeless, thoughts of despicable despair, for the appropriate time and/or place. Where they can be used where destruction is needed, and not wasted on that which we wish not to be destroyed. AWAKE!!!! Very good advice indeed! I too have experienced the despair you speak of and it is a form of living hell at times! But, as you have said, one has to snap ourselves out of this and Awaken to who we are and what we are doing! Awake!
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Post by ragnafa on Jul 20, 2010 15:43:06 GMT -6
I too..It sucks,but I turn to my bible the Cthulhu cult.
Awake....
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Jul 20, 2010 16:33:42 GMT -6
I too..It sucks,but I turn to my bible the Cthulhu cult. Awake.... Yes it DOES help doesn't it? Awake...
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Kai'Sigth
Adeptus
Dreaming Herald of the Old Gods
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Jul 20, 2010 16:46:03 GMT -6
I too..It sucks,but I turn to my bible the Cthulhu cult. Awake.... Why do you feel that the Cthulhu Cult (the book) helps you? Please elaborate on this. Awake!
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Post by ragnafa on Jul 20, 2010 21:24:03 GMT -6
Well it's not full of hypocrisy like the Christian Bible,It gives me insight on my own consciousness.I believe in everything that is written in it. I take this Way of Life very serious. This Cult has Helped me grow....Awake.
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