Post by K'zin Z'tari on Jul 12, 2010 6:23:23 GMT -6
Greetings
Since Master Satanis and Master Diabolus gave their advice about identifying the chief feature,I have been along with other Cult members working hard and I have managed to find many features in the progress.
One thing that is a demanding"master"is my stomach and I have found out that he is able to control much through feelings both good and bad,why do I mention my stomach,well because its a big feature in my life,I have to constantly be on guard with my bipolar mood to keep it settled and from overflowing with stomach acids,I have a lot of stress in my life and that factor is I think one of the features that are much in control.
So,the flow that goes on in my mind concerning the stomach and the stress can than be identified as two features so no worry, realizing that is a way to control it,I don´t have the perfect control but I will and any advice would be good.
Though most of my anxiety has gone there is still at times that I feel it is holding me back on a level and is still a commanding feature in my life,it is probably because I am used to it and I feel that doing the Work is a big part of controlling it and though it will maybe always be a part of my life I find now that I can live with it,it´s like I am floating over it,watching it from a distance,well most of the time.
On feature is that I am often pissed of at things,what things,everything can go on my nerve,when I have to wait for the green light,or wait for someone or something,I am hyperactive and I don´t take any medication for it,I don´t want to take the stuff they are offering for this condition so I´ll just have to live with it,but after I started on the work,I usually notice quickly when I get pissed off,and am usually able to stop it before it goes out of control and I am aware of the fact that patience is needed to live with those mood swings and control them,when I was young I sometimes lost my temper and thrashed everything around me but that hasn´t happened in many years
Much of what K´ara Kailu said in hist post"Chief feature"I could relate to and like he said we are working on similar aspects and could be of great help to each other and I am sure that there are more people reading the posts that can gain something from it
Now I give the word to our Masters,a good advice would be much appreciated and feel free to ask me anything and I will answer as best as I can
When the stars are right
Since Master Satanis and Master Diabolus gave their advice about identifying the chief feature,I have been along with other Cult members working hard and I have managed to find many features in the progress.
One thing that is a demanding"master"is my stomach and I have found out that he is able to control much through feelings both good and bad,why do I mention my stomach,well because its a big feature in my life,I have to constantly be on guard with my bipolar mood to keep it settled and from overflowing with stomach acids,I have a lot of stress in my life and that factor is I think one of the features that are much in control.
So,the flow that goes on in my mind concerning the stomach and the stress can than be identified as two features so no worry, realizing that is a way to control it,I don´t have the perfect control but I will and any advice would be good.
Though most of my anxiety has gone there is still at times that I feel it is holding me back on a level and is still a commanding feature in my life,it is probably because I am used to it and I feel that doing the Work is a big part of controlling it and though it will maybe always be a part of my life I find now that I can live with it,it´s like I am floating over it,watching it from a distance,well most of the time.
On feature is that I am often pissed of at things,what things,everything can go on my nerve,when I have to wait for the green light,or wait for someone or something,I am hyperactive and I don´t take any medication for it,I don´t want to take the stuff they are offering for this condition so I´ll just have to live with it,but after I started on the work,I usually notice quickly when I get pissed off,and am usually able to stop it before it goes out of control and I am aware of the fact that patience is needed to live with those mood swings and control them,when I was young I sometimes lost my temper and thrashed everything around me but that hasn´t happened in many years
Much of what K´ara Kailu said in hist post"Chief feature"I could relate to and like he said we are working on similar aspects and could be of great help to each other and I am sure that there are more people reading the posts that can gain something from it
Now I give the word to our Masters,a good advice would be much appreciated and feel free to ask me anything and I will answer as best as I can
When the stars are right