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Post by noxy on Jun 9, 2010 3:53:44 GMT -6
Hello. My name is... well, i preffer to keep it in secret but most of my friends call me Aby. I was really interested with the whole "occult stuff", i read a lot of books and i tryed to change my life with one ritual. I was with my friend (lets call him X, or just "Tobby") on my local crop fields (in night time)... Our goal was: to change our life, and to become "cool" and succesfull individuals. The operation was planned to be: Goetic Summoning of Sitri. soooo... we left our homes and the night was trully frightening, i was like... like balls of nerves. after we arrived, with shaky hands "Tobby" gave me the "Goetia" and while i reviewed in my mind, what we will recite and what rites will use - Tobby started to paint the two circles on the ground (for us and for keeping the demon inside). He finished after 30 minutes or something... and we finally started the rite (no ceremonial clothes, except wooden masks to put us in "alter mind-state"), the only incense we used was lebanon (frankincense), since i am quite skillfull in the art of Astral sight, i did not used substances as "hash" or even more "hardcore" stuff as LSD/Ket... so after 20 minutes exalted recitations, my mind was paralyzed from fear (from the night time, i am afraid from the dark), but i continued to gaze in the darkness around the cloud of burning incense, i started to see shapes of faces... those "faces" morphed into one - wild cat-like creature which sometime looked like cat, but sometime like wolf... i commanded him to Make our lives really - nice, to turn us into sexual-manipulative people and that we will share our success with him and part from our blood will be given him, right now as "offering". we cutted our wrists (nothing dramatic or too brutal) and our blood was dipped in the sigil of Sitri. I tryed to Hear, not only see what Sitri will say... and the winds which prolly was used from him as "Agent of communication", in our physical reality i heard "okay, it's done"... and 8 months after the event, i am really "popular" in my town, i nowaday use makeup waaaay more better than before, i changed my lifestyle (i am waaay more social person now), my clothes, my perfumes and my nose and lips size via surgery. and yes: This operation was complete Success for Me and for my friend "Tobby" (he is also unrecognizable)
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Post by Deleted on Jun 9, 2010 6:42:49 GMT -6
Hello noxy,
Could you specify what exactly you promised to Sitri ; more than a few drops of your blood ? How are you "sharing your success" now ?
(by the way, who is Sitri please ?)
I plan to do something like that... _____________________________________
When the stars are right
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Post by 10kdays on Jun 9, 2010 11:30:25 GMT -6
No need to be so afraid of anything you summon. So long as you go at it with a sense of friendly authority, you should be fine.
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Post by Deleted on Jun 10, 2010 4:03:31 GMT -6
No need to be so afraid of anything you summon. So long as you go at it with a sense of friendly authority, you should be fine. And if one fail and get scared, what happen then ? _________________ Awake !
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Post by 10kdays on Jun 10, 2010 13:03:17 GMT -6
Then obviously you are attempting something waaaaay above your current skill level.
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Post by noxy on Jul 14, 2010 4:40:05 GMT -6
Sitri is Goetic demon. about "sharing our success", well... i don't know. almost every night i have very lucid nightmares (i try to change the dream in something pleasant, but i can't. i still can move, walk through walls and fly though). so maybe this is part from our deal, i don't know and honestly i don't care.
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Post by egodiabolus on Jul 14, 2010 8:06:04 GMT -6
Hello. My name is... well, i preffer to keep it in secret but most of my friends call me Aby. I was really interested with the whole "occult stuff", i read a lot of books and i tryed to change my life with one ritual. I was with my friend (lets call him X, or just "Tobby") on my local crop fields (in night time)... Our goal was: to change our life, and to become "cool" and succesfull individuals. The operation was planned to be: Goetic Summoning of Sitri. soooo... we left our homes and the night was trully frightening, i was like... like balls of nerves. after we arrived, with shaky hands "Tobby" gave me the "Goetia" and while i reviewed in my mind, what we will recite and what rites will use - Tobby started to paint the two circles on the ground (for us and for keeping the demon inside). He finished after 30 minutes or something... and we finally started the rite (no ceremonial clothes, except wooden masks to put us in "alter mind-state"), the only incense we used was lebanon (frankincense), since i am quite skillfull in the art of Astral sight, i did not used substances as "hash" or even more "hardcore" stuff as LSD/Ket... so after 20 minutes exalted recitations, my mind was paralyzed from fear (from the night time, i am afraid from the dark), but i continued to gaze in the darkness around the cloud of burning incense, i started to see shapes of faces... those "faces" morphed into one - wild cat-like creature which sometime looked like cat, but sometime like wolf... i commanded him to Make our lives really - nice, to turn us into sexual-manipulative people and that we will share our success with him and part from our blood will be given him, right now as "offering". we cutted our wrists (nothing dramatic or too brutal) and our blood was dipped in the sigil of Sitri. I tryed to Hear, not only see what Sitri will say... and the winds which prolly was used from him as "Agent of communication", in our physical reality i heard "okay, it's done"... and 8 months after the event, i am really "popular" in my town, i nowaday use makeup waaaay more better than before, i changed my lifestyle (i am waaay more social person now), my clothes, my perfumes and my nose and lips size via surgery. and yes: This operation was complete Success for Me and for my friend "Tobby" (he is also unrecognizable) This is an excellent example of the appropriate use of magic: it augments your real world efforts, but does not fulfill them without real effort on your part. The elements of the ritual are almost unimportant. Those participating worked themselves up emotionally and convinced their rational minds that the process would work. Under that assumption, it became much easier to go into the real world and perform the mundane actions required for their goal. "Aby" did not rely entirely on the ritual; she learned to use makeup "waaaay more better", she made life-style changes and became more sociable, she changed her mode of dress and choice in perfumes, and even had some cosmetic surgery. The "magic" was purely a means of stimulating the pair into taking the mundane steps necessary to achieve their ends. Kudos on your success!
Ia Ia Cthulhu Fhtagn!
Ego Diabolus Priest of R'lyeh Cult of Cthulhu
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