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Post by Draelloathe on Nov 24, 2009 12:02:46 GMT -6
Paragraphs are your friend! But, glad you found yourself.
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Post by LostSoul on Nov 24, 2009 19:12:25 GMT -6
Nothing wrong with madness...As long as it's destructive...Er, constructive.
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Post by I AM the Way on Nov 24, 2009 22:49:12 GMT -6
hahaha!
VS
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Post by whatsupable on Nov 25, 2009 13:38:51 GMT -6
welcome on the forum
ia ia
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Post by disciplekray on Dec 7, 2009 13:51:12 GMT -6
What Cthulhu as done for me ? Every seconds under his overuling supremacy forms a minute of greater thoughs that leads to hours of reflexions. Reflexions that leads to the evolution of our minds and our brothers in the cult. I have a psychological ''issue'' called Asperger ( I don't think it has any translations but i'm french and i know it's called Asperger in my primary language. ) and every strong feeling that I get can shape what I see into something else. Since I was a kid I had dreams about the wonders of the universe in a different way than people would describe it to me. I always saw the universe as a huge dark mass ruled by elders, greater beings that would have a reason of existance over the comprehension of a single human. I grew up and in my first years of high school I got influenced by black metal, the dark arts and conspiration theorism ( if you don't see the link i will maybe make a post on illuminatis and their worship of the reptilian gods who have a really interesting link with our cult. ). Then I saw this channel speaking about the cult of cthulhu, this man with his assurance and his words that are like a prayer when he speaks. It was our high priest, Venger Satanis. I only had a small interest into the cult but for years how could I forget this man and his way to describe existance. Then I got into national socialism and skinheads, lots of trouble and useless actions with no links with the actual cult, I got lost. ( Even though I am still in this it has nothing to do with what I wanted to say. ) Now in the past months i've returned to his channel, the Cult was now a full religion, approved by the government and it now has a huge reputation in the occult world and the internet. Now I have the chance to follow a cult that is a pure reflexion of my beliefs and the way I see this world. What Cthulhu has done for me ? This question couldn't get a answer huge enough, Cthulhu made of me what I am and Venger Satanis should be a name known worldwide, death and pain to all who oppose him. The all seeing elders will curse the ones who make fun of his pure worship. Hail Tulzscha, ia ia Cthulhu fhtagn, All hail the High Priest.
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Post by nixx on Dec 17, 2009 19:54:11 GMT -6
The first reference I found to Great Cthulhu was in the Simon Necronomicon which I had acquired at the tender age of eleven. That was who I was searching for, but that particular tome held very little for me to plumb so I moved on in my search after bastardizing a few of the rituals therein & twisting my already impressionable pre teen mind even more.
It was about a year later I found "The Doom that Came to Sarnath & other tales" & my love affair with Lovecraft began. At that point, I did not even know the connection as there are no Mythos stories contained in that collection; all I knew was that I had found something truly unique that I resonated with like nothing else.
As the years went on, I got deeper & deeper into occult studies & practice that gave me power & understanding, but never really gave me what I was looking for. They hinted at dark secrets from antediluvian aeons long past, but merely delivered the same meal of eastern new age dreck.
Finally, after years of searching, I came across the Tyson Necronomicon & its associated books & tarot deck. While his particular approach was not to my liking, it was the closest thing I'd yet found to the Mythos I'd loved for the better part of my life. Recently, I returned to the Cthulhu ning group & realized that I had pdf copies of the CoC books & actually got around to reading them finally. I felt that feeling of homecoming I'd found when the word "Cthulhu" had first crossed my eyes more than 25 years ago.
What has Cthulhu done for me, you might ask? Sent me on a life long adventure that has brought me back once more into his slime encrusted tentacles? Cthulhu has brought me home to the only paradigm that ever felt completely right to me.
Ia! Ia! Cthulhu fhtagn!
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Post by Kyuubi on Apr 12, 2010 22:38:07 GMT -6
Cthulhu never let me stray from his path reoccuring in my life and showing up in bizzare places. with reminders in dreams music and geek culture. Once I felt the slimy embrace it would never leave. Cthulhu offers power. This is mans desire. He is just like me, sleeping. He will rise; so will I!
Ia! Ia! Cthulhu Fhtagn
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Apr 13, 2010 2:32:57 GMT -6
Cthulhu never let me stray from his path reoccuring in my life and showing up in bizzare places. with reminders in dreams music and geek culture. Once I felt the slimy embrace it would never leave. Cthulhu offers power. This is mans desire. He is just like me, sleeping. He will rise; so will I! Ia! Ia! Cthulhu Fhtagn Bravo! Same here. I've almost completed getting my inventory ready to start sales so all my dreams are coming true and my heart's desires shall be mine VERY soon! Awake!
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Post by 10kdays on Apr 13, 2010 9:11:07 GMT -6
I used to be a devout Christian. When I first heard of HP Lovecraft's mythos, I decided to check it out and see if it was really everything people said it was. Within I found tales of alien gods, insane cults, and eldritch sciences. That was all well and fine, but I also found a philosophy in Lovecraft's writings which spoke to my latent pragmatism, a creed of insignifigance and stark mortality. After further review of the Lovecraftian influence, I dropped the Christian label and became aetheist. However, I began to have thoughts and concepts that were not of my own devising.
Intrigued by this development, I delved into the occult. I picked up various books, such as the Simon Necronomicon, and began to teach myself various heresies. I stumbled across the Cult of Cthulhu by accident while looking up other subjects, and that's when the madness began.
I soon realised the nature of the Mythos, that it's madness was actually the clearest sanity and a vital part of my own philosophy. With this also came the realization that we can be gods, the only thing holding us back is...us.
More or less, the concept that Cthulhu represents opened my mind to my own potential, and showed me the true scale of things.
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Post by Kyuubi on Apr 13, 2010 10:33:11 GMT -6
The Simon Necronomicon I think is so important for a book that clashes with my ideals.
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Post by Sarak G'hash on Apr 24, 2010 6:27:38 GMT -6
Nothing wrong with madness...As long as it's destructive...Er, constructive. I quite agree! I did my first glass etching piece a couple of days ago as a gift for my daughter. It turned out so well, that I showed it off to some friends and now have two orders!!! Even hubby was impressed! Madness was VERY constructive in this case! When the stars are right!
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Post by nixx on Apr 24, 2010 9:17:55 GMT -6
The Necronomicon is the doorway to Cthulhu, which is what we all will be; we just need to remember!
When The Stars Are Right!
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Post by Kai'Sigth on Apr 29, 2010 20:01:51 GMT -6
The Necronomicon is the doorway to Cthulhu, which is what we all will be; we just need to remember! When The Stars Are Right! No. We are the doorway to Cthulhu! The Necronomicon will only give us the needed tools. We hold the key. With out minds we unlock the door. Through this door we walk completely free. Awake!
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Post by 10kdays on Apr 30, 2010 11:54:45 GMT -6
The Necronomicon is the doorway to Cthulhu, which is what we all will be; we just need to remember! When The Stars Are Right! No. We are the doorway to Cthulhu! The Necronomicon will only give us the needed tools. We hold the key. With out minds we unlock the door. Through this door we walk completely free. Awake! Nicely said. Remember that ye are gods...
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Post by hokiller on Jun 11, 2010 12:14:32 GMT -6
SOON, THE PHROPHECY WILL COME TRUE......THE NECROMANCER WILL FIND THE ONE RING, AND THE ONE WHO ONCE SIMPLY WISHED TO RULE ALL OF MIDDLE EARTH WILL BECOME MORE POWERFUL THAN ALL OF THE NATIONS OF MIDDLE EARTH.....
HAIL SAURON, HAIL DARKBNESS, DARK DARK DARKNESS, AND BLACKNESS.........CURSE THE ELVES, CURSE THE MEN, AND ESPECIALLY CURSE THE HOBBITSES.....NAAAASTY HOBBITSES!!!
ZOMG!~!!......wait , my mistake.
i thought this was the LEGION'S OF THE EYE, HAIL SAURON FOREVER AND EVER FORUM'S......
what a silly head i am.
ooo btw, i insulted venger loooong ago. in fact, i insulted him right on his old forum, with a little video and some other poking's. a few of his cult member's etc.
i thought this was funny in the guy above's posts...
What Cthulhu has done for me ? This question couldn't get a answer huge enough, Cthulhu made of me what I am and Venger Satanis should be a name known worldwide, death and pain to all who oppose him. The all seeing elders will curse the ones who make fun of his pure worship. Hail Tulzscha, ia ia Cthulhu fhtagn, All hail the High Priest.
but, well, all the hoping and wishing venger did, for me to be cursed, whatever you wanna call his desire (he wanted me shown his POWA UV THE DARK SYYYDE!!) it did nothing. sure some attacks. in fact, i was arreested and jailed for about 9 months....but i had been willing something like that to happen. I had a drug (heroine and such) problem, smoking, all sorts of shit and knew i was going to die. now im 50 pounds lighter and can run 6 miles a day..........I know for a fact i was in direct communication with nyobstteth whatever the fukkers name was, and the whole cult was thinkin it was venger's doing that i be hemmed up. in fact the way he wanted to get at me was rather hillarious. using others desires, my enemies to fight against me.
in fact every day i insulted cthulhu personally, called him a big pussy, telepathically harassed venger all the time, and yes i should have gone to prison for a few years. but i started doing spells...and slowly little and more little things occured to break me out, to ruin their case against me........( if anyone wants to see my story im the kid who threw LSD at the cop in saratoga springs last summer, sent him to the hospital trippin face and all) and all my spells work. i did not go to prison, i did not get "raped" like nyobstoteth would have liked (even though that's a farse and that sort of thing doesnt happen in prison since so many there just give up the ass lol ) but i just thought this was funny.
im advancing (i wont tell you my secret) and every day i insult venger in a little ritual to destroy his ego more and more....it's ratehr fun actually
VENGER!!!!! I AM THE ADVERSARY YOU FOOL!!!!!!!!!
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Post by hokiller on Jun 11, 2010 12:20:45 GMT -6
ooo i made it a daily habit to insult the nyarlthotep as well. in fact i met a kid who had dealings fighting for his "soul" after playing with simon's necronomicon....he happened to meet a shaman who taught him how to fight when the nyarlthotep put his soul to "sleep" and he gave me some advice...strange coincidence meeting this kid in jail actually....
so i have a question.
i tried worshipping the demo gorgon , the demon from gygax's old monster manual............and it does the same thing the necro god's does...it asks for my soul.
in fact, once when nyarlthotep personally asjked for my soul, my power animal showed me that, nothing can take my soul......nothing. this is exactly the advice the shaman gave the kid in jail......I think the universe was just guiding me more towards the truth.
so my question. anyone read liber null psychonaut? where pete talks about the soul visiting the heaven or hell of its choice....
well maybe these fantasized god's ask for the soul because the universe know's what will become of you when you die...you will prolly continue your illusion.
lol but it's good to see all the worshipper's of these "gods"
it reminds me of the old song...who made who?!?!?!?
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Post by hokiller on Jun 11, 2010 12:22:25 GMT -6
ooo venger im even writing a new video......for your page i will piost when the whole thing happen's.
you should like this one, as it insult's many member's of your cult...lol
ttys
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Post by I AM the Way on Jun 11, 2010 12:56:30 GMT -6
SOON, THE PHROPHECY WILL COME TRUE......THE NECROMANCER WILL FIND THE ONE RING, AND THE ONE WHO ONCE SIMPLY WISHED TO RULE ALL OF MIDDLE EARTH WILL BECOME MORE POWERFUL THAN ALL OF THE NATIONS OF MIDDLE EARTH..... HAIL SAURON, HAIL DARKBNESS, DARK DARK DARKNESS, AND BLACKNESS.........CURSE THE ELVES, CURSE THE MEN, AND ESPECIALLY CURSE THE HOBBITSES.....NAAAASTY HOBBITSES!!! ZOMG!~!!......wait , my mistake. i thought this was the LEGION'S OF THE EYE, HAIL SAURON FOREVER AND EVER FORUM'S...... what a silly head i am. ooo btw, i insulted venger loooong ago. in fact, i insulted him right on his old forum, with a little video and some other poking's. a few of his cult member's etc. i thought this was funny in the guy above's posts... What Cthulhu has done for me ? This question couldn't get a answer huge enough, Cthulhu made of me what I am and Venger Satanis should be a name known worldwide, death and pain to all who oppose him. The all seeing elders will curse the ones who make fun of his pure worship. Hail Tulzscha, ia ia Cthulhu fhtagn, All hail the High Priest. but, well, all the hoping and wishing venger did, for me to be cursed, whatever you wanna call his desire (he wanted me shown his POWA UV THE DARK SYYYDE!!) it did nothing. sure some attacks. in fact, i was arreested and jailed for about 9 months....but i had been willing something like that to happen. I had a drug (heroine and such) problem, smoking, all sorts of shit and knew i was going to die. now im 50 pounds lighter and can run 6 miles a day..........I know for a fact i was in direct communication with nyobstteth whatever the fukkers name was, and the whole cult was thinkin it was venger's doing that i be hemmed up. in fact the way he wanted to get at me was rather hillarious. using others desires, my enemies to fight against me. in fact every day i insulted cthulhu personally, called him a big pussy, telepathically harassed venger all the time, and yes i should have gone to prison for a few years. but i started doing spells...and slowly little and more little things occured to break me out, to ruin their case against me........( if anyone wants to see my story im the kid who threw LSD at the cop in saratoga springs last summer, sent him to the hospital trippin face and all) and all my spells work. i did not go to prison, i did not get "raped" like nyobstoteth would have liked (even though that's a farse and that sort of thing doesnt happen in prison since so many there just give up the ass lol ) but i just thought this was funny. im advancing (i wont tell you my secret) and every day i insult venger in a little ritual to destroy his ego more and more....it's ratehr fun actually VENGER!!!!! I AM THE ADVERSARY YOU FOOL!!!!!!!!! See, kids... this is why you shouldn't do drugs.
However, some good came from these ridiculous posts. I now realize this thread is a bit silly, the name and purpose of it. Best to luck it up, I think.
By His loathsome tentacles,
Venger As'Nas Satanis Cult of Cthulhu High Priest
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