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Post by eldritchentity0 on Aug 18, 2009 11:11:28 GMT -6
I am well aware of the human body I possess and how much I have learned and transformed.I think I been going through a cleansing and regenerating process. I understand what it means now of finding your Higher Will, its when you take a step and center yourself you realize YOU are not your body or things of this world or what not but rather all things you have in this world are extensions of what you brought into your life whether it was on purpose or not , its really hard to explain in words because experiencing your Awakening is beyond the scope of this human world, and indeed there is a fire , that fire includes ecstasy and passion to LIVE, a very Satanic thing to experience. Now I understand the Dark Gods are enlightened the have this strong fire to live and keep burning and never die ,its the hunger for life, the hunger to live , its the LOVE of life. and how many saints and messiahs do you know that promote this kind of thing? NOT A SINGLE ONE. My personal transformation has to do with having experienced the Truth, thats just it right there not being Awakened you are going to get thrown into one tragic event after another and not being able to control your life.Yes I do have my days where I am not "awake" like i should be, and get lost I eventually pick myself back up. If i could describe the Awakening in human words I would, only each and every one of us can experience it indvidually for we are all different.
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Post by dzepxich on Aug 18, 2009 18:54:27 GMT -6
Very well put, Thanks for sharing!
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Post by Lord Void Bharam'ka on Aug 18, 2009 21:22:55 GMT -6
Ain't it a Mother-Fucker Eldrich?
Just remember it takes a Madman to understand a Madman (or Woman)...
Among Poets and Prophets Only the Mad WILL Understand The Mysterious Tremendum And Ultimate Reality
And don't feel bad I have fallen back asleep to certain degrees... But I still wake up to piss in the middle of the night... ;D
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Post by whatsupable on Aug 22, 2009 5:52:16 GMT -6
I am well aware of the human body I possess and how much I have learned and transformed.I think I been going through a cleansing and regenerating process. I understand what it means now of finding your Higher Will, its when you take a step and center yourself you realize YOU are not your body or things of this world or what not but rather all things you have in this world are extensions of what you brought into your life whether it was on purpose or not , its really hard to explain in words because experiencing your Awakening is beyond the scope of this human world, and indeed there is a fire , that fire includes ecstasy and passion to LIVE, a very Satanic thing to experience. Now I understand the Dark Gods are enlightened the have this strong fire to live and keep burning and never die ,its the hunger for life, the hunger to live , its the LOVE of life. and how many saints and messiahs do you know that promote this kind of thing? NOT A SINGLE ONE. My personal transformation has to do with having experienced the Truth, thats just it right there not being Awakened you are going to get thrown into one tragic event after another and not being able to control your life.Yes I do have my days where I am not "awake" like i should be, and get lost I eventually pick myself back up. If i could describe the Awakening in human words I would, only each and every one of us can experience it indvidually for we are all different. yes i really understand you now yesterday night i was trying to get awake and i had a stronger will to get it then usualy because i always Had a bit like was i really awake or not but yesterday night i was i am really sure this time it felt amazing i was sitting on my bed and saw something what look the mostly like cave writing and it was moving like if you turn page's from a book then it stood still and i think i looked at it for like 5 min i waned to pick up a paper and a pen to draw it but i was to afraid it would go away after it was gone i tried it again but that time i got surrounded by little green lights like you move trough a tunnel then i shock of a light that cam in from my window (probably my neighbor put it on) i went probably out of focus but at that moment it was gone now i finally understand what you all mean by that it is a great experience that can not be explained the only thing now is that i know all experience before this one were only thinking i was awake now i hope i can find the meaning of what i saw because i have no idea what i have seen
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