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Post by luxcthonis on Dec 28, 2007 5:42:20 GMT -6
I can tell I'm gonna move up just by being around you guys. Now much is becoming clear. I never realized before that the Goddess was inside, just as the God.
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Post by Madguten on Dec 28, 2007 6:49:15 GMT -6
You are so damn driven ;D
I will remind you when 777 comes.
Or 999 the one before the big 1000.
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Post by david242 on Dec 28, 2007 8:12:30 GMT -6
Ha! Vengers in a slump I don't feel so bad now
other peoples misery makes me so happy sometimes
anyways I'm sure we'll all get out of it - the Holidays don't depress me there's something more going on here - oh well.
I just wish I had some herb...
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Post by Yahn'ikthorn on Dec 28, 2007 9:57:17 GMT -6
I think the great forces that are hard at work beyond the veil of this little reality might have some kind of exhausting effect upon us on this side of the veil... just a thought.
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Post by luxcthonis on Dec 28, 2007 10:31:18 GMT -6
Funny, one of the most depressing times of the year (while often depressing) is the time of my greatest power, right around solstice. Observing myself now, I feel many things. Very many. But underneath it all, I feel an electricity that is ready to burst open in illumination. It will happen, but what will I become after it is done? Light.
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Post by Yahn'ikthorn on Dec 28, 2007 10:34:54 GMT -6
Not sure if it's of any use to speculate what will come after illumination, these things tend to take care of themselves and the right path will open in front of you... as you already know.
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Post by luxcthonis on Dec 28, 2007 10:44:11 GMT -6
Yes I do, and yes it is.
I Will.
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Post by I AM the Way on Dec 28, 2007 16:47:44 GMT -6
yes, i am still human... for the most part. it's a daily struggle.
"Let me remind you that so much of the Work consists in getting rid of things, of stopping things, of not-doing. For instance, if you have some well-developed systems of negative emotion or depression in you, it is useless to say: "Well, what should I do instead?" It is necessary to see and continually separate from the hypnotic power of these well-developed systems of negative emotion. You may be sure that something else will gradually take their place, if you clear away the dirt. You may feel new feelings that you could not have imagined. But the task is that the dirt must be cleared away to expose the new. That is where practical work on oneself lies. It is not a question of "What should I do?" but "what should I not do?" It is the other way round - at least, in the main.
One exception, and the greatest of all, is that one must try to remember oneself - at least once a day, and deliberately. To give ourselves this shock, the First Conscious Shock, is a thing we can try to do. It is possible. But we have no time. There is always the roar of things, the torrent of thoughts and worries. There is always something to worry about.
that was taken from Pschological Commentaries on the Teaching of Gurdjieff and Ouspensky volume 2 by Maurice Nicoll. important things for all of us to consider well...
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Post by iconoclasm on Dec 28, 2007 17:00:30 GMT -6
Perhaps after illumination comes a lawn chair,a pointy brimmed cat and an old military jacket.Not to add walking around like teh shit ;D
I feel I am in the process of learning that myself Venger.I used to give up on shit alot and hope things would change,failures were numerous.Nowadays,I may wanna quit but I keep fighting to the end and somehow suceed.Those are words to live by indeed
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Post by luxcthonis on Jan 18, 2008 14:35:25 GMT -6
yes, indeed. Thanks for that VS. Something I should definitely take to heart.
One time someone told me that the power lies in "Un-doing" and "Un-thinking." This reminded me of that.
Love and Death.
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