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Post by atinama on May 31, 2018 16:55:14 GMT -6
I am here to find a mentor strictly for learning the rituals only, but also allies to work with on thee astral plane. I've been practicing for over 9 years. I am an advanced chaos magician in the process of fine-tuning a system which was given to me by an ultra-terrestrial being who abducted my consciousness, took me through a portal, and uploaded a massive data-set into my mind which I've been accessing ever since. I'm looking for allies, people who want an upgrade. I do energetic/astral activations. I am here to empower and illuminate. Here is my UFO/Alien/UltraTerrestrial abduction story... astralvoyage.com/real-astral-story.php?story=64Here is an introduction of sorts to my system... forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/holistic-hypnosis-guide/32465Here is the story of how I chose my name... forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/amanita/30482I hope to be a big help to anyone even slightly interested in forming a connection. Power.
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Post by Nyrlthtp on Jun 6, 2018 2:18:29 GMT -6
"... an introduction of sorts to my system..."
from forum.becomealivinggod.com/t/holistic-hypnosis-guide/32465 --
"the system of magic I’ve been formulating, .... doesn’t require any pre-formulated ritual or beliefs."
I disagree. You later explain that it is based on these beliefs: 1) "your subjective understanding is your choice and only yours, grab it, take hold of it, own it, crack it, hone it, hack it. Your limitless subjective understanding is what determines your objective in this life, your purpose. It’s yours to define."
and: 2) "We are a fractured divinity, we ARE one, one schizophrenic god with a diffracted consciousness, split up into oblivion, science is the spiritual art of dissecting soul so that we, as god, can experience the hellish responsibility that comes with ultimate knowledge so that our heaven can be that much better."
and: 3) "everything that exists, whatever it is, an object, an idea, a phantasm, a place, a belief system, it all has a place in the omniverse" ... "Everything that exists is a resource which can be broken down and factored into the equation to make it fit in with your purpose and astral template."
You go on to say that: "The magic is in the meta-programming of thee unconscious and subconscious faculties.
and {using symbolism} "...interpret your timeline in a way that makes it legendary"{i.e.} " your mythological reality template fits perfectly into the consensus reality, and your astral world fits perfectly into the astral world of every other immortal myth living it up in the æther which "is achieved by embedding your astral template into the atmosphere"
which you say is based on the fact that: "every thought you have is a hypnotic suggestion, every single action you commit to is entraining you more and more into that pattern. "
and so your system isn't actually magic at all, but self-hypnosis, convincing yourself of things in a manner you call meta-programming and interpreting. I call it induced self-delusion. You aver that some connection may be made between the real world and your deluded mind, but i do not see how you establish that connection. Instead, you suppose it as a premise, never doing the work to make it connected in some enduring fashion.
It isn't a system of magic, it is a method of self-hypnosis, not demonstrating successful results.
This type of thing also was promoted by the Cthulhu cult in the expression of Venger Satanis. He didn't follow out the details of The Work far enough to understand or explain how real success might be identified and confirmed. Instead he simply went forward with a Helm of Self-Delusion, proclaiming himself liberated yet without exhibiting the behaviours commensurate to that claim.
It is not an uncommon problem mystics have: finding methods which actually, when practiced, lead to spiritual maturation.
Ia! Ia! Cthulhu fhtagn!!
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Post by atinama on Jun 6, 2018 14:38:20 GMT -6
It shows in how my dancing has improved over the years. It shows in my poetry. It shows in the way that I get what I want. Most importantly it shows through my charm, my bliss and euphoria, and my sense of peace. Most of all it contributes a background, a base to empower my energy work. Your right though, I contradicted myself with the whole belief system. Not to mention, my objective discernment over what's real and what's my imagination is sharper daily. It's a rigorous system of self observation and correction. It's a system to help anyone's life become more enriched and as a supplement to empower anyone's personal magical system. Here are some dancing vids. m.youtube.com/my_videos?disable_polymer=true&csn=hEYYW7u8OJGQhwbMsoOIDQ
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Post by Nyrlthtp on Jun 12, 2018 19:58:20 GMT -6
>> ...practicing for over 9 years. >> I am an advanced chaos magician >> in the process of fine-tuning a system... It does remind me of Chaos Magick slogans like:
"Nothing is true. Everything is permitted."
> ...dancing has improved over the years....poetry.... > the way that I get what I want. ...charm, > ...bliss and euphoria, ...sense of peace. Thank you for reflecting on what you are tracking.
> ...contradicted myself with the whole belief system. Does that mean that those beliefs are valuable to you, or just props?
> ...a rigorous system of self observation and correction. What is your favourite type of self-observation?
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Post by atinama on Jul 3, 2018 10:21:09 GMT -6
I suppose those beliefs are valued factors in the current equation I am riding, but only in so far as to succeed the current toward a more defined set of beliefs for the sake of thee Aeon, Anecodotal Myers.
How can I have a favorite form of elf-observtion? I guess I prefer to observe my mythological self, or elfen-ego, by keeping a synchronicity register going in the background of daily life to wherewhence i catalogue all the times i am thinking of something and it pops up in thee environment and other such phenomena, because the frequency of these anomalies increases to the point of overwhelming synchronicity which I use to inspire greater power which I fuel the generation of coherence, thee emotional cohesion that keeps me synchd. So in thee Omega it's a self sustaining system.
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