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Post by Padowan on May 26, 2015 17:46:19 GMT -6
Neurotic. Traumatized.
Yes. I was called Neurotic lately but someone is continuing to hurl intentional fire at me day after day, all in the name of love. I'm fighting for truth against an individual who only sees gain at any cost. Truth is only a tool to be exploited for his gains when necessary.
My psychology Neurotic test score landed me solidly at 50%. I am not pleased
I need a method, a tool to hone my attention not on truth, validity or justice now, but on achieving nonreaction. I need Zen to his insanity dance.
Suggestions welcome.
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Post by Deleted on May 27, 2015 0:55:26 GMT -6
Which test ? This ridicule one for instance : www.psychologistworld.com/influence_personality/fivefactortest/neuroticism1.php ?
If yes, then 50% is not bad at all because, 1) just try, even by giving the "best" answers it's impossible to be below 35%... and 2) it's a measure of your emotions, certainly not of any kind of disorder.
I tell you, you're doing well and you're on the way. You are not loosing control, you are realizing that you do not control at the moment you enter in the turbulences (hail the storm for that moment of truth !), which is the first and necessary step to gain control. My suggestion is, now that you know that he and others are machines, just learn to apply this knowledge by ignoring them and by taking no care at all of them.
Anyway, isn't it obvious that you have to cut ties with this man ?
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Post by shawnhartnell on May 27, 2015 16:23:18 GMT -6
Neuroticism isn't a disorder. It's a tendency, like a tendency to walk in the park rather than any other place -- but it's a place you'd rather not go.
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Post by Deleted on May 28, 2015 0:12:07 GMT -6
Very well ! Please take no offense, you know I'm on your side and please apologize me if I insist too much, yet it is more accurate to say "as I am wakening up." Once the process complete, you have lost the kind of weaknesses you mention.
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Post by Padowan on May 28, 2015 7:24:15 GMT -6
No offense taken.
I actually was referring to waking up from his manipulation of my machine.
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