Post by crimsonpassion on Jul 28, 2014 20:27:55 GMT -6
Greetings. My name is Heath. formerly known as Ace of Spades...
I been truly called. It has been a long time since I been here. Due to recent circumstances, admist all the chaos that has been happening...
I been nothing more than a slave..
I am not here for a pity party, I am not here to be right, I am not here for anything than the fact I was really called from the blackest reaches from beyond our universe. It has been a long hard lesson. In the chaos, is where we can find such things. Treasures. That treasure is WHO you really are! In otherwords an awakening.
I have noticed due to my recent situation in trying to relocate to another country, everyone has been dead set against it. And why? I do not know. I come to realize something, a painful truth. I have not been awake, I started to awake when I notice that I been a battle field for the masters of this world and to those beyond. But, now I am feeling another beginning to rise from the admist of the chaos. I been dreaming. This reality is nothing more than a prison, controlled and influenced by someone else. My mind has been pulled in so many directions and my emotions have been haywire. It is not stress that causes me to be here, but realizing something else larger is at play. A terrifying truth, yes I been fearful and afraid that this reality may not even be real. Everything I see around me...every flesh I touch, all the air I breath, all the senses interplay with the forces of the world, I have realized have been manipulated and controlled... but not by me, but whatever the force is, is in control of my subconscious mind. Because naturally human beings follower their senses. How can we truly feel anything if we do not have the reigns of our machines?
In the process of this ongoing nightmare.... I hear the call of cthulhu, from the depths of the sea... DEEP within, and that would be true because the Drowned Lord was imprisoned deep within as well. This sea.. I suppose can be our unconscious mind. Come to think about it... don't our bodies and senses function on the unconscious?...but why are people asleep, unconscious of these things? What is it that really makes them slaves... in a prison? How can we take control of this reality? Unlocking the power within you will enable to find that creativity, inspiration and the like which I am looking for... i was only given a glimpse of the Outer Darkness...
I been truly called. It has been a long time since I been here. Due to recent circumstances, admist all the chaos that has been happening...
I been nothing more than a slave..
I am not here for a pity party, I am not here to be right, I am not here for anything than the fact I was really called from the blackest reaches from beyond our universe. It has been a long hard lesson. In the chaos, is where we can find such things. Treasures. That treasure is WHO you really are! In otherwords an awakening.
I have noticed due to my recent situation in trying to relocate to another country, everyone has been dead set against it. And why? I do not know. I come to realize something, a painful truth. I have not been awake, I started to awake when I notice that I been a battle field for the masters of this world and to those beyond. But, now I am feeling another beginning to rise from the admist of the chaos. I been dreaming. This reality is nothing more than a prison, controlled and influenced by someone else. My mind has been pulled in so many directions and my emotions have been haywire. It is not stress that causes me to be here, but realizing something else larger is at play. A terrifying truth, yes I been fearful and afraid that this reality may not even be real. Everything I see around me...every flesh I touch, all the air I breath, all the senses interplay with the forces of the world, I have realized have been manipulated and controlled... but not by me, but whatever the force is, is in control of my subconscious mind. Because naturally human beings follower their senses. How can we truly feel anything if we do not have the reigns of our machines?
In the process of this ongoing nightmare.... I hear the call of cthulhu, from the depths of the sea... DEEP within, and that would be true because the Drowned Lord was imprisoned deep within as well. This sea.. I suppose can be our unconscious mind. Come to think about it... don't our bodies and senses function on the unconscious?...but why are people asleep, unconscious of these things? What is it that really makes them slaves... in a prison? How can we take control of this reality? Unlocking the power within you will enable to find that creativity, inspiration and the like which I am looking for... i was only given a glimpse of the Outer Darkness...