Post by Cain Da'arnesh on Apr 2, 2013 22:25:39 GMT -6
Well I've been using light herbal hormones to modify myself and have also been on an anti-testosterone diet and doing specific exercises as well for my overall health and well being. I'll confess here that I no longer recognize the person who stares back at me in the mirror. This new person has an hourglass figure, small breasts, and a slighter face with pronounced eyelashes... There's also been changes in who I am and my demeanor.
For example, I apparently love Greek yogurt now and dancing? I was always a wall flower, but I was just jamming to this track and swaying my hips and arms to it... Not sure what that means? I'm also generally a lot calmer now. And now for my dark secret: sometimes as I lie in bed at night, I will cry myself to sleep with my Hello Kitty plush doll. I named it Shelby. I'm not sure precisely why I do it, but someone suggested that it's just a phase in my evolution? Anyway, when it's going on, I just feel so sad and alone. That's really all I can tell...
Also, it's interesting to note that after my wife got over the initial shock, she's been essentially falling in love with me all over again. And that makes sense as I'm not exactly the same person that I used to be. While there are similarities, the essential core of my being has shifted in a strange new direction. Anyway, I know she still loves me as she often pesters me and plays with me once more. I call her cute and adorable even still and she tries to hit me with a book... Still pretty good at dodging it would seem!
PS: On the plus side, hot sauce has nothing to do with the diet and so I still put it on about half the things I eat! Hot sauce makes a lot of things awesome and I prefer the Mexican stuff...
For example, I apparently love Greek yogurt now and dancing? I was always a wall flower, but I was just jamming to this track and swaying my hips and arms to it... Not sure what that means? I'm also generally a lot calmer now. And now for my dark secret: sometimes as I lie in bed at night, I will cry myself to sleep with my Hello Kitty plush doll. I named it Shelby. I'm not sure precisely why I do it, but someone suggested that it's just a phase in my evolution? Anyway, when it's going on, I just feel so sad and alone. That's really all I can tell...
Also, it's interesting to note that after my wife got over the initial shock, she's been essentially falling in love with me all over again. And that makes sense as I'm not exactly the same person that I used to be. While there are similarities, the essential core of my being has shifted in a strange new direction. Anyway, I know she still loves me as she often pesters me and plays with me once more. I call her cute and adorable even still and she tries to hit me with a book... Still pretty good at dodging it would seem!
PS: On the plus side, hot sauce has nothing to do with the diet and so I still put it on about half the things I eat! Hot sauce makes a lot of things awesome and I prefer the Mexican stuff...