sweetevil
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There Is Magick In All Things...
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Post by sweetevil on Jul 1, 2008 17:46:42 GMT -6
why am I here? well my initial reason for being here was cuz my significant other at the time got me interested in the cthulhu mythos and HPL...so curiousity got the best of me when I added the COC myspace...and I came over here...my reason for staying is cuz I have seen and experienced alot of things in my life that I believe in...and most others wouldn't...I have found a significant amount of likeminded people on this forum and many have become friends on myspace...while I am not a member of the cult I fully believe in the cult...I fully believe in alot of things...I am branded as strange or a "freak" by many for the things I am open to...I don't believe myself or any of us to be freaks...or strange...it is not our fault that we were born to have our hearts and minds open to things we can't see or feel but we know deep in our souls to be real and true...WE are the enlightened...and I know that in the end I shall know more peace than those that condemn me for I know what is out there and what the human race is capable of if they would just allow themselves to experience...if they could just let go of what society tells us is right and wrong and what we should believe in...I don't have to wonder anymore what more there is for I have seen...and I have felt...and I have experienced...and as frightening as some of the things have been...I look forward to many more experiences...and to more conversations with the friends I have already made and the friends I will make...so...that is why I came initially...but more importantly...this is why I stayed...
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Post by Jiggsaw on Aug 22, 2008 22:37:23 GMT -6
I joined the forum because I've been drawn to these ideas. I need to discuss what it means to be a cultist, to be awakened. I plan to contribute. I don't know what use any of my input will be inputting, but I will input it even if someone sews my out shut.
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Post by jmsn on Sept 1, 2008 2:46:28 GMT -6
Because this crowd I find has more progressive ideas and seem far more intellectual and weird like me than people on other forums. ;D
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Post by Xor'Nefthrahm on Sept 1, 2008 9:00:44 GMT -6
I like sharing and reading about other people's experiences.. meeting like-minded people. Because it gave a tradition Satanist/Demonolator/Shaman(sorcerer?)/Chaot(Chaoist) something to work with besides the standard LHP entities and symbolism. Plus I like the more OTHERWORLDLY feel to this paradigm than most; others are tied more with earth-based religions.. and most of the people here seem as mad as I am! Let the Lunitics unite throughout the world, and spread our madness!
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Post by Xor'Nefthrahm on Sept 1, 2008 9:06:10 GMT -6
Because this crowd I find has more progressive ideas and seem far more intellectual and weird like me than people on other forums. ;D And what he said!
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Madguten
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Post by Madguten on Sept 2, 2008 4:47:58 GMT -6
Indeed, this mere forum is a blessing, a fruitful soil, sort of speak, where thoughtseeds can turn into great trees. Some of them dont, and some even tip over or wither away. Natural selection, but sometimes our most essential thoughts, those are the ones who find root, and claim their light in these halls. And the Emerald glow aids, the Green pope points, and Cthulhu dreams.... I am thankful most for every word, every though and every dream. May it last till the wake! IA! IA! KTULU FTAGN!
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Post by jmsn on Sept 14, 2008 13:48:45 GMT -6
Who the fuck knows?Its ome step forward and two back,like the cartoon univers'es log rolling comp.They run on a log that is placed in water that goes nowhere.This world is trash,humankind is trash ,the beings thgat indulge them are trash...I hope life end very fucking soon for everyone.
Regardless of what bag you put trash in,tis still trash,regardless of how much it stinks its still trash.
Maybe suicide or a prison cell will offer piece of mind before I take my own life...Fuck this shit and peace!For good this time.Let the metasigil erase myname from existence...Death is so more worthwhile than a city full of trash!
Block my ISP if you have to... a miserable fuck like me does not deserve to speak to trash or indulge himself with such...Kill me!
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Post by I AM the Way on Sept 14, 2008 14:31:58 GMT -6
while you've occasionally been a valuable asset to the CoC forum, Jameson, i think your time here is probably at an end. this is at least the third time you've run away, virtually ex-communicating yourself from the Cult.
perhaps it's best to just stay away for good this time?
adios,
VS
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Post by Jordan on Sept 14, 2008 14:52:25 GMT -6
Who the fuck knows?Its ome step forward and two back,like the cartoon univers'es log rolling comp.They run on a log that is placed in water that goes nowhere.This world is trash,humankind is trash ,the beings thgat indulge them are trash...I hope life end very fucking soon for everyone. Regardless of what bag you put trash in,tis still trash,regardless of how much it stinks its still trash. Maybe suicide or a prison cell will offer piece of mind before I take my own life...Fuck this shit and peace!For good this time.Let the metasigil erase myname from existence...Death is so more worthwhile than a city full of trash! Block my ISP if you have to... a miserable fuck like me does not deserve to speak to trash or indulge himself with such...Kill me! Unfortunately, I don't hold the same compassion for you that VS does. Your melodramatic ranting and ravings sound more trash-like than anything. Good luck in your prison cell... or attempt at suicide. I guess not everyone is meant to rise above the status quo.
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Post by Logos on Sept 14, 2008 18:18:01 GMT -6
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Post by Xor'Nefthrahm on Sept 14, 2008 18:38:44 GMT -6
Not everyone can handle the destruction and rebirth process.. I too have had a side effect of a form of madness, but it's probly really from seeing things from a new POV, and not madness at all. Some just struggle to let go of the hologram, and experiance the REAL world.. the spirit world.
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Post by Gish on Sept 15, 2008 20:57:14 GMT -6
Goodbye jmsn, escape the call or return to us again.
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Post by Xor'Nefthrahm on Sept 15, 2008 23:07:21 GMT -6
Poor guy must hate himself alot
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Madguten
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Post by Madguten on Sept 19, 2008 6:16:08 GMT -6
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Post by fahy92 on Oct 7, 2008 23:14:20 GMT -6
I wanted to meet other people that are as obsessed with HP Lovecraft and Cthulhu specifically as much as I am. It's strange to only be able to talk to my mom and dad about something that I love so much. Everyone in my school comes up to me and asks me what "Hello Cah-two-la-who" is and why I have it and weird words on my bag.
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Post by B'Lahk'Neeth on Oct 8, 2008 2:48:11 GMT -6
Who the fuck knows?Its ome step forward and two back,like the cartoon univers'es log rolling comp.They run on a log that is placed in water that goes nowhere.This world is trash,humankind is trash ,the beings thgat indulge them are trash...I hope life end very fucking soon for everyone. Regardless of what bag you put trash in,tis still trash,regardless of how much it stinks its still trash. Maybe suicide or a prison cell will offer piece of mind before I take my own life...Fuck this shit and peace!For good this time.Let the metasigil erase myname from existence...Death is so more worthwhile than a city full of trash! Block my ISP if you have to... a miserable fuck like me does not deserve to speak to trash or indulge himself with such...Kill me! really? is this dude for real? wooooooooooow lol.
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Madguten
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Post by Madguten on Oct 8, 2008 3:16:11 GMT -6
Good that you found the forum then. I too am happy to be able to talk about stuff here that would normally make my flesh surroundings go: huh?. ;D
He is. Jmsn experiences a troublesome time. I hope that it will change and that he will achieve a more steady being.
He is very bright, and a great guy but he is highly troubled or rather haunted by his own mind. He has left and return here a few times.
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Post by ~Faceless~ on Feb 18, 2009 23:52:28 GMT -6
well on topic...why am I here? lets see if I can nail his on the head here.... ok few facts first iam 19 soon 20. from 14 onward I "toyed" with alot of occult ideas...you know the type I was fluffy bunny at one point....a god hating fool at another...and devil worshiper etc etc etc....none of it fit...and I sendt little time in any one place...kinda actively seeking... as I looked I got closer and closer....and atleast after reading and asking others about the CoC and basicly doing my homework. here I am and very content it would seem. I cant say much more then that...take it for what you well...and know that your going to be seeing me alot arounf this boards as time goes by.
cheers ~Face
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Post by glade on Apr 15, 2009 12:45:43 GMT -6
I like the topics and people here.
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Post by jmsn72 on Apr 15, 2009 12:50:19 GMT -6
Why am I here? I dunno!Was looking for something but guess I couldn't find it here either.In honesty ,its part of a routine of sites I visit.Nothing more than a routine.I got no reason other than programmed actions for being here.There's probably no point to me haunting the forums other than filling an obsessive compulsive status quo.
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Post by Yahn'ikthorn on Apr 15, 2009 13:15:59 GMT -6
Your posts make for an entertaining read sometimes. And sometimes they even make sense, so keep on rambling like the rest of us... or get the fuck out, it's all worthless and you're going to die anyway so what's the point in anything?
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Post by I AM the Way on Apr 15, 2009 13:25:48 GMT -6
well, i for one am tired of your shitty attitude. and that goes for anyone who just comes here to complain or drone on about nonsense. this forum is for those who want to make positive changes in their life. don't want to do that? then just save us all the annoyance of tolerating useless people hanging around. reduce the noise and we'll receive a clearer signal.
what am i trying to say here? i think it's Awaken or get the fuck out! yeah, something like that...
Venger As'Nas Satanis Cult of Cthulhu High Priest
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Post by jmsn72 on Apr 15, 2009 15:49:58 GMT -6
Then fucking ban me!I could give two shits about this place anyway.Truth be told I was looking for someone in the past who used to be on this forum.But it seems they vanished so I failed at my goal anyway.I hope you deluded fucks grow up one day and realize how much time and money your wasting.
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Post by jmsn72 on Apr 15, 2009 15:53:37 GMT -6
Actually Ill be seeing myself out so dont bother.I wont be returning luckily for you all.Nice noot knowing you!
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Post by docdr on Apr 15, 2009 16:07:07 GMT -6
I am here to clean up all fake rituals and post real ones.
ask me for any ritual ill make one for you.
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Post by creature on Apr 15, 2009 20:23:16 GMT -6
I simply like it here. I enjoy reading the things most of you post.
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Post by Yahn'ikthorn on Apr 15, 2009 22:38:22 GMT -6
Good riddance.
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Post by Yahn'ikthorn on Apr 15, 2009 23:46:15 GMT -6
You are here to:
a) start making some sense b) remain silent & learn c) talk shit and get banned
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Post by Shaz'rahjeem on Apr 16, 2009 3:41:10 GMT -6
what he means by 'clean up fake rituals': Ima' post short pointless things. Then talk myself up and eventually get pissy/ whiny. Later on probably attack posts to make myself feel good. Then finish up with a serving of narrowminded dogma with a side of my own opinion disguised as fact served on a plate of bullshit.
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Post by docdr on Apr 16, 2009 13:36:59 GMT -6
news flash just today these clowns who disgust have passed away by a slow magickal death.
Rest in piss.
Shaz'rahjeem
Yahn'ikthorn
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